and cant sleep..its damn 3 o clock in the morning i closed today and then partied now im at home and cant sleep..fuck
3:30 now and the next thing on my list of things to do is make panang curry vegetables and noodles. i can't sleep either. maybe I'll stand on my head.
i hate this feeling..i have to work and close again tomorrow i need some sleep but all i can think about is either smoking and im trying to conserve,read and learn something, or damn clean idk.wtf but when i try to do something i feel tired.fuck
breathe deep and slow and think about your past that always puts me to sleep except tonight tonight I'll stand on my head
whell tonight i decided to fucking roll and sniff blow i hate this shit i dont even really like it that much anymore and i still find myself doing it..and now i cant fucking sleep
yea i really have never had much trouble sleeping on blow, well at least when im really exhausted. and i always have the most fucked up sexual dreams too. but yea im just about to go to sleep suckers!!
damn i just wanna wake up in the morning ready to smoke and not be feeling this shit...imn sick and tired of doing this stuff..but ive done it so much and loved it when i do it and when it gets brought around i allways wwanna give it another try thinking it will be as fun as last time and it hasnt been for the past 20 beans..
Im up.. its 4:20am here.. with no bud to smoke.. I just wanna go to the shootin range already.. tommorow (well, today actually) cant come any faster.
ive got plenty of bud to smoke its just gotta hold me over for two weeks and its only about 3 quarters
lol stalk what is with you and standing on your head / smoking upside down? in all your posts you keep going back to that lol
