My old friend is in the VA hospital has a cherry Lincoln 1998?/ his daughter the crackhead been taking the car, and he told me to get the keys, when she played this little game with me for a couple hours to get the keys. He told me to call the cops and have them tow it.. Now that the police got the car and he knows well about it. Shes trying to con her mom into getting the car out or telling her to give her money to get the car she can not get out anyways,, Just when does a crackhead give the fuck up... I mean really your dad is in the hospital and he may even die, he dont look so good... Dont she care at all?
Yes, but the difference between her model of what's good in the world and what actually occurs, is causing hysteria, desperation. It is insanity. The antidote is sanity. It is incumbent upon the sane to lend their sanity to insane situations. Condemnation is not sane unless you are prepared to blow the person away. I think anything less than that is just bluster.
Fucking junkies. Heavy addiction puts you into survival mode. Your emotions deteriorate, your bonds deteriorate; you become primal, animal; the only thing that matters is feeding that tapeworm. Their humanity is pretty much dormant.
I just have those feeling like shes heading in a downward spiral , not just from the crack. I dont think shes going to know what to do without him. I can understand the anxiety and wanting to get high. no problem with that. now this is just getting out of hand now, cause thats how crack is. shes been back and forth 100xs. thats wear on that car, like wear on the old mans heart. He loves that car.. and sounded alot better when he knew it was locked up good.. see shes such a big lier too, telling her mom the cars is going to be impounded and cost 100 dollars a day.. But its not, its been confiscated with no fees by the cops cause we talked to them.. lol offered them free coffee my aunts place, But they didnt tow it, just took it from her and drove it away to the yard. Does she really think they are going to let a Korean war vets car get destroyed.. Sometimes they do there jobs when they know the circumstances. And her with that car on the street is just asking for trouble.. Dude is a really nice guy and I hate for him to pass, He's said hes leaving me his saxophone.. bless him, but I dont want it that badly.. Last week he didnt know the steelers went to the Sb, really when the deep freeze hit he got sick.. Thanks for listening.. i dont know why I needed to get that off my chest wif you guys, been talking bout it all day with roomy.. lol :love:
Crackhead tunnel vision. Crackheads do some crazy shit but to them its all about that next hit of rock. Sorry to hear about your friend.
i blurted out in disgust yesterday.... see I can find it.. #693 that wasnt to hard.. I really like this girl though, she has alot more to offer the world besides someone that burns $300 dollars a day in crack. shes a little hustler and does some odd job work, good painter, cook, house cleaning, scrap collector, she steals things. lol. and tricks.. If she only saved all the money she hustles in a week, she could buy 2 towncars.. Thats something I cant really understand how they cant figure out not being the user. Its real easy the same people that come to you, for you to get them crack. Will come to you, even if your not using it. Keep the money you earn from them, move on to better things.. It gets old , I couldnt play that crack game for to long.. both times when I come back from the service. selling it, seemed like I was trying to replace that rush I had in army now it makes sense. Though Ive mentioned dealing before . I never put the rush together. I was in it for a year or so. Just kinda drab there isnt any entertainment that follows with it. They dont like loud music.:drummer: makes them paranoids. I dont know how taking a drug that makes you paranoid in a crisis is helping though??.. then too, my knees are bouncing so much right now naturally, I really dont get the full effect of crack cocaine. I like the way some of it smokes and its smooth,/. I cant see chasing the the shit thats out there now.. I know a few other crackhead and all said this ones and thats ones are slinging BSC, not melt.. 4x's the value of Hill district crack. yes crack can vary hood to hood here. Bottoms mckees rocks crack is a no good.. lol.
I am glad that you are there for him. Sadly she does not appear to be handling it very well or as responsibly as she should. I hope that she has the time to do what she needs to do or she will have to live with that for the rest of her life. Regrets are never easy to have to live with. Sad situation.
sometimes i think a serious drug addiction would make life easier. no longer would i have to worry about paying bills and whatnot, i could just focus on getting high one more time and not have any other concerns to deal with.
We've had one until recently in our family. Lie, cheat, steal and do so at your own expense--lose your lovely daughter,is beyond my understanding. 10 years was enough.
he's calling me saying this"bring me some cigarettes and a lighter" lol. I think hes getting better.. was to come home today, think they are keeping him just a little longer,. getting transferred to another facility, usually the one before they send him home.... dont know if Im going to be able to get there today, but my roomy might go for me..
he has taken a turn for the worst... May live to watch the Superbowl. may not.. I was back and forth last night , they trasnfered him to another place and I couldnt find it, got pulled over by the police 2 times... lol. Think im a have a <3 attack soon..