So is he your boyfriend?

My mother asked me if I was gay, well basically did when she asked if someone was my boyfriend, and I was offended, not because she thought I was gay, but because who she apparently thought I was in a relationship with. I was just like "Pfffffffffft, if I was gay I could get a seriously better man than that, what the hell kind of standards do you think I have"

Much less of an awkward question though then her asking "Why do most of your clothes appear to be from the girl's aisle and why does it look like you have boobs?"

Though I'm still really perplexed on how she actually hasn't asked that but thought I was in a relationship with this jackass kid. lol I just find it funny though she asks that but ignores the fact like right now I look like
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v27/TheMadcapSyd/Real%20pictures/me003-1.jpg
I'mma just ignore the apparent boobs and three past girlfriends and ask him if he's going out with the guy he's been friends with since 5th grade.

How does this relate into weed too? The reason we're always in my bedroom with the door shut is cause generally we're smoking weed or kief.:2thumbsup:

 

So why do you look like you have boobs and wear girl's clothes?

 

Because he is Mad

 

and he's Syd.

 

lol That does seem kinda bass ackwards. Fuck it though. Maybe she is just choosing to acknowledge what she is most comfortable acknowledging. Perhaps asking if this dude is your boyfriend is her way of trying to ease into a conversation about the process you're going through, which she has no way of understanding otherwise.

So you've never talked to your mom about what you're doing?

 

I feel female yo

nah, let her bring it up first.

 

Oh, I never heard

 

I guess I agree with you on that. Either that, or wait until it's obvious that she's curious about it. Have her actions ever suggested that she's curious?

 

you do have nice boobs ,,,,you've got to give her that one

 

and i have seen you post about babes...lots of times...i just thought you were a dyke?

 

Meh, nothing directly. Like she has to have some idea about something. Or maybe not, Idk she's not retarded so I'm willing to give her the benefit of the doubt for now.

I am, which made the whole thing even more ironic and hilarious.

 

How'd you grow boobs?
if you dont mind me asking

 

Oh well. I'm sure she'll ask you about it eventually. Regardless of what she knows or assumes, how do you think she'll respond to the actual conversation, when the time comes? Is she the traditional closed-minded type or what?

 

Estrogen makes you grows boobs.

I don't take estrogen yet though, just spironolactone which blocks testosterone. Though the lack of testosterone in my body did cause painful little nubs to form.

Those aren't real tits, just the creative illusion of boobs from a bra and cami.

Good question, hard to say. But no she's not the traditional close minded type.

 

911 that just passed I was visited by 2 wanna be gung ho veterans of the armed services. first off let me tell you. The One was a Marine, never seen a day of combat. Actually discharged after BTC. I dont know how he thinks he was a solider.. The other a navy cook, 8yrs of service duty, he cooks at a restaurant. lol < his wife is a hottie and pot head.
So they show up on my doorstep, thanks mom who told them where I live.
One of my main rooms is cluttered with all types of entertaining things, much of my good drag stuff is handing on hooks, some this material is bondage play things, leather.. you all seen what I basically do, I dont put away my good shoes cause I wear them even if I dont do drag, high heels are great for exercise. They blow the calves up.. Thats how you get hot legs.... lol.

Anyhoo.. This conversation began to brew about sexuality,, Since I live with a male friend I suppose thats my gay BF. lol..
he must be the butch though, cause all he wears is jeans and a leather coat, flannel, and his eccentric black cowboy hat.. How gay is that bro?..
So your gay?..

Gay how, like gay as in sex?. No, I dont have gay sex, I have a Gf, I wasnt married yet. a month later I was...
Then they are confused with there answers and questions. But I asked them. How does the clothes you were change your sexuality?..
Then they asked: why do you wear woman's clothes?
Answer: Cause I like to, and Im good at it.. Isnt that a good enough answer?
I have not seem these people in 20yrs and here they come bombarding me with question. Got me a little pissed off, cause I dont drive 300 miles to pry into someones life I have not seen in a long time. BTW dont you guys have the internet>?..

No! neither of them has internet where they live cause its some hilljack middle of fucking nowhere rightwing fucktard town. Tionesta PA.

Got little sidetracked with them asking all the bullshit, the one dude the marine was this big pink floyd fan while growing up. So I brought up , Rogers birthday was a few weeks ago. And next week were are going to see The mother fucking WALL. You going?. no I didnt know.

Wait how the fuck could you not know?? Oh I forgot you dont have the internet..

They had shown up to ask me to go to some stupid fucking Stars and Strips show. Why the fuck would I want to go to that. Some 911 bullshit. Where were you dudes at in 2001 when I was on board that C130?.. These Fucking Clowns had me pissed off for 2 fucking weeks. Oh, your not going to see Roger Waters but you want me to see this shit with you for some 911 bullshit. You never spent a hour in combat neither of you. Some fucking nerve they had visiting me.


Before I have an aneurysm typing the rest this out. I have not heard from them since. The marine invited my mom and I out to red lobster, and Im like dude I dont eat out.. I represent something you cant understand. And I represent myself, you have no clue who I am or what Ive witnessed in the last 10yrs. Then come to my house trying to pick me apart. I think it was rather rude. And I only held back cause my Bf :love:roomy was there and he dont like when Im angry. haha I hurts wif the buttsex. ;p

But it was kinda funny, that they said does your mom know?.
No, My mom has no Idea im a transgendered person, lets get real here. my mom comes to my home. What do you think she knows about me. / I should correct that, because my mom has no idea im married and will probably go to the grave as such.

I thought it was hilarious though in a way, cause my roomy was smoking some our medical bud with that navy dudes wife and she was fucked up, so high she wasnt even paying attention what we was arguing about.

There is a big difference with Syd and I... but maybe not much of one.. Depends on who you ask..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bhJYqa_htCY"]YouTube - Syd Barrett - Arnold Layne

 

my mom is just 80...i am gonna ask her if she ever thought I was gay?...having 3 sisters exactly the same size as me growing up?of course i used to borrow their cool shirts and jeans...

 

thread smells like a closet

 

aw, your boobies are cute!

 

i think the whole shebang is unnecessarily awkward. i would tell her, initiate the conversation gently. she might have a stroke if you just show up one day and are completely different, you know? and seriously, if shes your mom, how can she not know/suspect? dont you talk to her at all? does she ever talk to you? i cant hide a goddamn thing from my mom, we are always honest with each other, so maybe my relationship is a little different.

i think its good that the SL has people that are comfortable talking about sexuality, and i am reminded that in the Earths Children series, those who embody both male and female (physically or in spirit/ emotionally) were considered to be the most powerful healers/ shaman people. i have always thought that was a good way to look at it.

 

Yeah but you know how gay people normally don't like to tell their parents because of the shit storm it can cause, try that with gender. Doesn't matter how open minded and supportive your parents are, you're basically going to shatter their entire world view and thoughts of what the future will bring for a few minutes at least.