Yup! I've just learned to deal with it. I get lonely at night, but I can always cuddle my pillow. Hah. Haha. Hahaha. Ohgodsoalone.
And then you wish that someone was next to you so you could cuddle, just so you could know what another person's body warmth felt like. *Queue Linkin Park soundtrack* Haha. But seriously, crushing loneliness.
Of course, I'm not always this lonely. I had a fight on Facebook and I realised that all of my "friends" think I'm a forever-virgin loser. *Sigh.*
It's hard to explain. There are things people seek in life.... things that pertain to fulfillment which seems to be lacking for a number of reasons in my life. A lot of it comes from being an individualistic person and not really relating well with others. I have always liked solitude, but after time you find that it just does not cut it. It is always good to find others you can relate to, but I never seem to meet those people.
Even though my relationship broke up "only" a little over 2 years ago, I recently realized that this is the 3rd Winter with no one to cuddle up to.
the spirits keep me comfort throughtout the night....Making sure i dont sleep that is Hahahah LOL....Joking though...I dont really go out much, i dont have what you would call a abundant amount of friends, two great ones at the moment but yes i do get lonely too...Wait it out i guess is the best thing their is to do! :2thumbsup: Good luck with everything people!!
Because everyone is afraid that people will think they're gay? Oh well, it's a leftist forum. It doesn't matter!