I just got busted for rockin the Ganj by my dad. He doesnt necessarily mind me smoking pot, he just doesnt want me to do it while Im living with him because he quit smoking it, and I can understand. But its been so long since the LAST time I got busted that Im having trouble handling it. Im just out of practice. I love to smoke, but if I want to keep smoking then I need to move back to my Moms house in Wisconsin. Im living in southern Oregon right now, and I like it here WAY better lol. Besides, the bud in Wisconsin is barely worth smoking, especially compared to the shit I been getting here. So, I'll sober up (maybe smoke oce in a while) so that I can stay here. Damn man...... Today, my friend called over the girl I like to us and introduced me to her, and she smiled and said she remembered me, but I couldnt say a word! Not a fucking WORD! Im so stupid! Maybe I should just give up and start snorting ritalin pills again and piss my life away. Fuck!! Wow.... Ive been fucking shit up SO bad! But for some reason, I dont regret it. I testing to see if I truly believe what I say........
thats to bad, but remember that your not going to live there your whole life. Before you know it you will be at your own pad and smoking care free. that sucks, first impressions are usually the worst, so maybe it will go better another time. and bleh...dont snort pills, thats bad
