Its kind of strange looking back to when I was very young and seeing how unusual sexually I was. From a pretty early age I was very interested in anything sex. I masturbated a lot and had very detailed fantasies but oddly didnt prioritize having sex with another person. The very first porn I saw (I didn't even know then) has strongly shaped my sexual desires throughout life. Who would have thought a film in 1985 called dear fanny would start a fetish of cuckold, sloppy seconds, cum tasting, stockings and on occasion a little heavy set girls. I kind of think that is where my bicuriousity started. I was always looking for greater orgasms and when you look up kinky on the internet its certain you are going to find info on anal/prostate play among other things which finally turned into hey maybe I'd like a real penis in my mouth and ass. I guess with all this said, I wonder why with someone as sexual and kinky minded as I am I wonder why I wasn't more determined to have sex with girls earlier and explore my bi side later...anybody else go through anything like that?
I have always thought of myself as being highly sexual - or a very sexually positive person, as they like to call it these days. I certainly wasted no time waiting to try it with the girls, too. Sex was as good as it gets. Getting there? Not so. I was attending two independent schools, and pursuing two entirely independent degrees, plus I held a side job, and a summer job, too. I worked during all the winter/easter/spring breaks, too. So, my time, patience and energy were always at a premium. My male buddies wanted sex. So did I. We'd have a sleepover now and then, watch a movie or two, drink some, as college guys do, and that was it. No one thought that we should be spending loads of time together, planning our future together, etc., just because we'd romp in the hay on a regular basis. The girls saw this in a very different manner. They always wanted to spend time with me. (Something that I was in short supply!) Within a week, they'd talk about how our house should look like. And yeah, there was a girl who even planned the number of the kids we were going to have, their gender, and their names were set in stone, too... You are getting the picture... KD
[SIZE=10.5pt]Yes I was 19 before I lost my virginity. I wish I had years before that, pussy is the best thing ever. [/SIZE] [SIZE=10.5pt]But I also wish I had opened up to bi sex and group sex at a much younger age too, I was over 40. [/SIZE]
I think pussy is our first love because we're in school with beautiful young women that are developing right before our very eyes. You watch little Suzie who you've known from the first grade turn into Suzan with perky little tits and and nice round bottom. You pick up on her pheromones (although you didn't realize it) and she flirts because she's horny, and you flirt back. Next thing you know, you've got her out on a real date. Your hand is down in her pants and her soppy wet little pussy is about to drive you insane. Naturally, because of the immediate proximity of all the available snatch that's around you and blossoming , it's going to be the first thing you naturally gravitate towards. Flash forward. You're 40 now. Susan has been fucked by everyone. And she's a haggard mother of 4. Her snatch doesn't even get wet my itself anymore. And if you were to fuck her, you'd need a safety strap to insure you didn't fall off in there and get lost. The young and fresh pussy is out of your reach. Hell, I can't even carry on a conversation with an 18 year old anymore. I don't speak stupid. So again, we naturally gravitate towards what it available. You found during your last prostate exam that what the ol' doc did to you didn't really feel that bad. You actually came a little bit when he pushed on that pleasure filled organ up in your body. So you went home and got out the wife's vibrator and went up there and did a little exploring of your own............. And now you're checking craigslist to see if you can hook up with a clean guy your age that will fuck YOUR brains out.
I was very sexually inhibited when I was younger. For some reason I have become much more experimental in middle age, to the point of becoming interested in and having casual gay sex a number of times in the last few years. Unfortunately I missed out on experimenting when I was young and unattached. I even had a somewhat kinky older girlfriend when I was in my early 30s and regrefully didn't take advantage of it.
