see any reason?

anyone see any reason why i shouldnt take an employees offer up to go out and drink sometime...

um he keeps asking me... saying he sees something in my eyes that tells me i would be a trip... 21 years old, really hot... but i mean... that doesnt matter, i just felt like pointing that out.

anyways he keeps asking me and i wanna go but i keep saying "maybe some other time" because for some reason i dont think it would be a good idea. i dont know if its because i think he's really hot and id feel guilty going out with a guy..... or because he is an employee..... or that i just dont wanna drink or what it is. something though.

at the same time i have no life and never have any fun and im sure it would be fun so i feel like maybe i should just go.

i dont even know if it should be weird going out with an employee... i mean what if i got drunk and rambled? i would never go back to work.

lalalla oh well.

 

oh and he has a girlfriend and dan wouldnt care if i would go.. its not like that.... just something makes me uneasy.

its not even that i dont think i could handle drinking if i did it a few times a year... but it's something.

 

D-a-n-g-e-r-o-u-s...

 

why not all 4 of you guys go out...you and dan, and him and his g/f...

 

My aunt told me"if you have to stop and think about something,say no.You can always change your mind later"Which I guess is what you've done.He obviously wants you.Be careful.

 

and you did mention that he was hot not that it matters but bells are sounding off there .....

 

i guess part of it is i know how i get when i drink and he is hot. yeah maybe ill have someone go along.

 

dustin....

i like danger though.

 

Alrighty then-----that says it all!

 

I wouldn't go, go with your gut feeling. You don't think you should go, so don't!

 

haha thanks...

i dont really like danger per say but sometimes i get so bored that i just wanna do something that is a tad bit exciting or fun.

well anyways... ill just invite other people to go along. figured it out.

 

Of course,another way to look at things is to remember how long DEAD is.Spurs me to action.

 

its just that he keeps fucking asking me and it's tempting even though i dont think its a good idea.

 

If he just was'nt someone you have to see all the time.Then a little danger might be exciting.

 

do you need the excitement? are you happy where you are... it could be fun, but deadly ... hehe.

 

good god people. all this talk of "death"... its not THAT big of a deal. *giggles* i hope not anyways

"am i happy where i am?" very
"do i need the excitement?" i dont really do anything exciting and sometimes i want to just because i never do. i like my life very much but sometimes i wish it was a bit more exciting.

 

what I meant was,like Janis said,'Get it while you can',Because all too soon--you can't.

 

That's not what I'm advising--but it's something to think about.

 

hmmmm

go, but don't order anything alcoholic, just get like a coke or something instead. You'll feel safer/more in control of your faculties if ya do it that way

 

i blame scratcho!!! for what im not sure but if anything goes wrong, i found my blame! jk