To start off with i am a schizophrenic. Meaning I experience delusional thinking, and would like to make sure, that, I am thinking clearly. I have recently felt an extremely potent desire to perform cunniligus on my fiance, especially during her menstruation. What concerns me, is that my desires to "go down on her" strongly outweigh any sexual urges otherwise. And I have begun to only fantasize about pleasing her in this manner. And nothing else. Has anyone experienced this? I have gone through similar hormonal changes in which I lost the desire to do anything in life, other than one activity. And if this is a chemical defect from my schizophrenia, should i seek help to remove / change it? Because i dont neccessarily mind having these urges. thx for the help --Kidd--
I agree, this is something you need to discuss with her, and if you are on medication, then maybe you should have a review, just to ease your mind and make sure all is in order. This really isn't something that can be sorted out by a bunch of strangers on some online forum. Also, I would have concerns about health and hygene of inadvertantly consuming the menstruational fluids. This is afterall something her body is disposing of as a waste product. Talk to your fiancee. She is the one who knows you best. Good luck
