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Discussion in 'Random Thoughts' started by lovelightlisa, Nov 11, 2005.

  1. lovelightlisa

    lovelightlisa Senior Member

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    wednesday i went to the doctor
    cuz i have headaches, and it hurts to close my eye
    and it hurts all round my eye (the right)
    and i felt this little thing under my eye on the bone, you can't see it,
    and now i need to go to the hospital.
    my ankle hurts too and there i also felt this thing, like my bone broke and healed again y'know, yeah i dunno how to eplain it.
    i'm afraid that i have some horrible disease or something.
    and i got no insurance so i need that first before i can go to the hospital,
    i can't pay for insurance, so my dad has to pay that for me and he's being an ass about that. all round my eye to my nose and to my ears it fucking hurts.
     
  2. hippychickmommy

    hippychickmommy Sugar and Spice

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    Aww sweetie, you need to get yourself to a doctor again. Do they have any government programs where you are that offer free or reduced medical care?

    It sounds like you might be having a migrane. What did your doctor say when you saw him on Wednesday about the headaches? Did he want to do a CT scan?

    {{{hugs}}}
     
  3. lovelightlisa

    lovelightlisa Senior Member

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    well, if i try and get free healthcare they'll send me back to school cuz i'm not high enough educated.to ask for money from the government. and i don't have a job, if i'd have job i'd have free healthcare. yeah really dumb cuz if i had enough money for school i could pay for healthcare too. holland is screwing up with these kinda things. so i filled in this form so i can be in my dads healthcare thing for a couple of months and go to a hospital. but i'm so scared :(


    yeah i need a ct scan, and some kinda bloodtests,
    cuz of that thing under my eye on the bone.
    i asked if i had cancer or something cuz i remember a friend of mine found a similair kind of thing on her arm and she had tests for that, it wasnt cancer, luckily.
    but my doctor said to me: it's probably nothing serious.
    and i was like, probably?!
     
  4. KozmicBlue

    KozmicBlue Senior Member

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    I'm sorry to hear that. :( I hope everything turns out ok, much luck to you!
     
  5. sara_rose

    sara_rose Ice Queen

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    aww i'm so sorry sis! :( i really really really hope it's nothing serious! Love you girl! *hugs*
     
  6. hippychickmommy

    hippychickmommy Sugar and Spice

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    I'm really sorry Lisa. Try, and I know this isn't easy, but try to think positive. I know it's incredibly difficult to not be worried, but keep telling yourself that it's going to be alright.

    When is the soonest that you can go to the hospital?
     
  7. lovelightlisa

    lovelightlisa Senior Member

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    aaww thanks :)
    yeah i know i should stay positive,
    i think if i can arrange things quick i could go to the hospital in like a few weeks, 2 or 3 weeks i guess.
     
  8. TheMistress

    TheMistress Senior Member

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    I love you Lisa,
    that is why I know that everything will be fine.
    xo
     
  9. lovelightlisa

    lovelightlisa Senior Member

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    :) thanks sweety, i love you too!
     
  10. ruski

    ruski Senior Member

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    it sounds kinda like you've got a blocked sinus problem

    but i dont know about the bumps.

    ive had a sore throat for a few weeks now im pretty sure theres something wrong with me but i cant be bothered going to the doctors ehhh
     
  11. wizarddrew77

    wizarddrew77 The Wiz

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    Don't be afraid baby. Your going to be OK.
    See if you can get to the hospital sooner so you know for sure.
    Big hugs! The Wiz and Rider
     
  12. olhippie54

    olhippie54 Touch Of Grey Lifetime Supporter

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    Love ya, baby!!!
     
  13. lovelightlisa

    lovelightlisa Senior Member

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    thanks hunnies,
    i love you :)
     
  14. beatleterry

    beatleterry beatleterry

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    i hope you feel better sweetie---
    big hug
    big kiss

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