The love of my life died today at around 6PM. I'm lost without him. His heart stopped. He was only 20. No drugs involved, so please don't assume. He was the smartest and sweetest person that I've ever met. He almost had his degree in Biomedical Engineering. I miss him so much. I wish I could hold him one last time. I wish I could smell him one last time. I wish I could hear him tell me how beautiful I am (he would tell me this all the time). It's a horrible thing to know that the person who you loved dearly is gone forever. Where ever he is now, I hope it's great there because he deserves the best.
May you Know that our Connections continue Beyond Love shares us as individuals that become More in the joining Miss his physical closeness, But allow his spiritual tie with you to carry you through your greiving process Recognize that he did Not leave you but Is still with you We all use our Connections to both help others move into the Beyond - to Become More - and to do So ourselves We carry on - whether on this side or the other side Love IS Blessings along the Way Namaste
*HUGS* i am very sorry to hear that, sister. i'll keep you and your love in my thoughts... also, Old Wolf's advice is something that has always rang true to me when a loved one has passed away - his words put it perfectly, i feel.
thank you all soo much. last night was a rough night. I woke up many times crying. i thought I heard him. I've been at his house since I heard what happened. I'm waiting for his family to come up from VA. He will always be in my heart.
thank you all so much. it's so hard for me. i slept like maybe 30 mins in the past day and that sleep really wasn't sleep at all. i wish i could just wake up and everything would be the way it was a few days ago.
Oh wow, Bumble, I am so sorry... I couldn't imagine losing someone you love intimately...it must be so painful for you. My sincerest regards... Just know that he is probably in a much better place...be open to allowing him to visit you in your dreams. My mom passed away and after awhile she came to visit me in my dreams. It's wonderful at times...
thank you all for your kind words. I can not stop crying. The emotional pain has now turned into physical pain. I want it to stop, but i know this is natural. How do I refocus myself? I just started school again two weeks ago. I know he is all about education and wouldn't want me to mess it up. I just can't clear my head. I miss him dearly...
Verry sorry....rest assured that he is well now..and watching with a peace and wonder that we will also know someday..and that he loves you still !!
I am so sorry to hear this I don't know what I would do in your situation.... did he die suddenly or was he in the hospital? *hugs*
so sorry that you have lost him! Just think the spirit lives on and he will be very happy to have found you in his life before he passed onto the next my thoughts are with you xx
It was very sudden. his roommate tried to give him cpr, but failed. I'm putting together pictures for his funeral. geez this is so hard! Thank you all for your kind words.
***huge hugs*** I'm so sorry I don't know what else to say I'm just really really sorry ***more hugs*** you'll be in my thoughts
