Since January I've been in a relationship with this guy. We used to be friends, and have a lot of friends in common and things just started to grow between us, until we became a couple. Everything is great, I mean I love him, he loves me.. we get along pretty well, we had great experiences together but with time things have turned more and more serious. I mean ok before him.. I was crazy, I used to do all these crazy things, and I had lots of fun doing them, and it was a part of who I am, now I have left all those things behind because he doesn't really like them, and it isn't something I need to do, but more of I want to. The thing is I feel like I'm changing, becoming someone else. I miss my crazy self sometimes, I feel great being with him, but sometimes Is like man lets do something different. And I try making him a part of the things I do, but he just wants to be with me, nobody else.. and well he's the only person I love and really want to be with, but still I like mixing things up, and fooling around, playing things up a bit. I mean Sharing is Caring... fun for everyone. But no he's not really into it, he believes if he's with me is with me only, and I try to explain that I'm not with them.. just having fun and experimenting (I'm talking about girls) but still he gets all jealous. So I was thinking I should have a convo with him about that, but I fear he might like not want to be with me anymore or something like that, so I'm kinda confused. I like the idea of being in love, and with one person, but sometimes I think I'm young I need to get crazy sometimes and have a lil' fun.