While I was taking some time off (off-nothing) in the south of France with my grandma and old friends... I realized I had to change a good deal of my personality... and my looks! So I dyed my hair red. On the black-framed ones, it looks a bit darker than it really is... and on the white-framed ones, way lighter, because of the light, but I kinda like it orange like that I'm smiling at my sis Marie, who took the pics... not quite smiling inside yet, though... but I'm trying to be positive at least Now all I need is some make-up and a light tan... and I can be perfect when Nick comes back to me (soon I hope!)
Before reading your most recent posts where you talk about this dude Nick and how you need to look perfect for him, I thought you were a really self-confident chick who had it together. I'm sure you're a cool person and all, but this bullshit about "now I need to put make-up on and get a tan and I'll be perfect for him" and blah blah blah...get some self-respect please. I'm sorry you're hurting, but you're fucking beautiful the way you are. I wish you'd realize it and stop putting so much goddamn emphasis on this guy and more pride in who you are as a person. And no, that's not just some hippie bullshit...it's being a human who knows that they're worth something by just being who they are. Btw, you're lovely and you take nice pictures
Thank you... you know, I used to be confident with how I looked before he broke-up with me and started talking about other women. But it's mot only about how I look, it's also how I am... but anyways... I was half-joking about getting make-up and a tan... I definitely am VERY pale and a little tan wouldn't hurt, and some black eye-liner could bring out my eyes... but... it's not like I'm superficial or anything. But I understand I can give out that feeling. I'm sorry... so do you think he'll like my new hair?
Lol...I didn't mean to sound harsh or anything in my post. And yeah, I dig your hair and he's an ass if he doesn't too...haha.
I love the way the light streaks across the black framed pictures, that is so so cool. Dont let the fact a guy broke up with you determine your views upon yourself. We are dicks becuase we have one. Its all about other pastures and shit I guess. Your a lovely, fun hearted young lady and would make any young man proud. Live life for you Penny and no one else. Looks good though and thanks for sharing. (still wish I knew how them light streaks happend, Im jealous)
Lookin' loverly in the red, milady. Kind of reminds me of Nicole Kidman in "Practical Magic" (hope that doesn't offend you) or Julianna Moore.
It's good that you're trying to be positive again, such an attitude is important. And you deserve nothing less than to be happy. And there's no need to lose your confidence about the way you look, cause you're truly amazing, and I love the new hair colour. I loooove red hair!
