Really High and Depressed

I usually just roll a joint and smoke it and then enjoy the night but sometimes I'll be inspired to roll another and smoke it too.

When I smoke that second one then I'm real fucking baked, but I'm also really depressed. I think everything that everyone, like in the fucking world, including me, is a loser. It's hard to explain but I'm like depressed. When I just smoke that one joint I feel fine, however. I'm afraid that if I even smoke a third I will go into like wicked bad depression during the whole high.

Does anyone else experience this?

Edit:
Could it be because I listen to the blues?

 

You're not a loser,,,,cause you're here with us that care. Just lay down and maybe go to sleep,,you'll feel better when you wake up dear. I do that with my cannatincture I make...Whoaaaa!!!!

 

Naw, I'm listening to Sgt. Pepper now and I feel so much better. In fact, music is making me warm.
I was listening to Jimi Hendrix's live blues stuff, it's amazing. That's what made me depressed, his blues really spoke to me.

 

Ahhh Sgt. Peppers,,,That's one of my all time favorites, good for you,,,,and a great, great choice.

 

Music makes your moods change fast, Is there a reason you feel that everyone including yourself is a loser?

 

I think it's only a temporary down from smoking to much lol, he'll be okay once Sgt. Peppers gets done with him...lol

 

Idk I just felt that like everything that everyone does is for a reason that made them a loser. I don't know why I felt that way.

 

Well none of us here are losers,,because we all have the freedom and will to live the best life we can. I know first hand as a medical marijuana patient/grower that I have somedays that are really downer because of the great deal of pain and agony I go through. Life is short for me, but you are so young and have such a wonderful life ahead of you.. Think education first,,then job and career, and family. Keep these things in mind and set your own goals, and honor them.

Granny

 

take a deep breath man. relax. good things can happen. people always hit rough spots in their lives. heal yourself with the power of music!

 

Never listen to downer music when you're smoking. It just doesn't go well.
Sgt. Pepper is awesome though

 

try the 3rd one, or 5th

 

We are all losers. The majority of us will end up selling our lives for an hourly wage so that a small group of people will get rich. The wage will be as low as possible so the company can remain competitive, but we'll work there just to survive. You can't eat if you're not supporting the system that produces the food. Capitalism sucks.

 

Everyone is a loser . . . accept this with your heart

 

^^^
No, you're wrong.
I'm not a loser. Accept this with your heart

Okay, maybe a little bit loser, but I won't working for the man too much longer.

 

Everyone is the loser in the system where the people willingly allow less than 5% of the populace to control more than 95% of the wealth. And in a system where people are competing for wealth and the power that comes with it, the ones who are the most driven and ruthless in their pursuit are the ones who end up with the most, of course. Thus the capitalist system encourages deceit, exploitation, and cutthroat competition, and rewards those who go to such lengths by giving them the most power and greatest say in society. In such a society, everyone loses. Thus, we are all losers.

 

lol, no one is a loser, were humans, "humans, and losers" are nothing but a figment of are imaginations. they're just words created by humans. not what we are.

 

We are all one...allow yourself to be depressed, really go into it and understand it...see what happens...don't judge yourself...feeling bad about feeling bad is just another layer of feeling bad...who needs that extra layer?

 

Sasha is bang-on.

 

sometimes when i smoke i start getting depressed thinking aobut all the stupid and mean things ive done in my life and it makes me feel bad.

but i remember that those things are in the past and i can use this experience to realize how ignorant those actions were and work on it.

weed helps man.

 

music can always help. but next time your really baked and depressed, try meditation. you will arise a new man, and a happy one for that matter