My 1st time was this weekend at a rather large party we were having....Maybe you aren't suppose to be drinking on it? Anyways my experience was absoltuley horrible ..I smoked out of a pipe and a very experienced friend of mine was helping me...I liked the initial 1st feeling, I was relaxed and enjoying my visuals .I remember thanking him several times...then I took a look around the campfire and see my husband hanging out with 1 of my best friends, and I suddenly had this overwhelming emotion that they have been sleeping together and that she was going to replace me as a wife and take my children from me.....I freaked and ran upstairs to my bed, thankfully he went with me, but all I could think for the rest of the night was that we were geting divorced. Could this vision be a sign or is it just insanity? My husband and I have been together for 9 years and we have 2 lil girls, we're generally a very happy couple and have never had any similar issues...I trust him but am confused at what I saw and how I should take this. He says its just the drug blah blah blah....but I can't shake this feeling now and am really scared.
I think you have been paranoid about this for a while and Salvia just brought it out from deep inside.
First off salvia should be used in a single non populus setting. doing it around too mant people or at parties brings out bad results due to too muchalternate stimulus. The paranoia that you felt is something your holding to yourself and sounds preexsisting, salvia will play off these kinds of emotions. A good mind set and personal and quiet settings will help improve your overall experience. Not a good idea to be around fire when you experiement with salvia, try in a different setting around 1 or 2 close friends or family with some nice ambient music, and lets hear the difference in your story. Hope this helps, OneLove
I wouldn’t worry about the whole divorce thing it was probably just a Salvia delusion. Salvia is the craziest mindfuck ever don’t believe anything you experience on it…. Salvia is very hardcore not a party drug..
Everything they have said is right, my experience with salvia was really happy. Salvia is really a drug though, and you shouldnt take anything to heart. When i did it everything was a maze, i was sitting in a small smoke room, with my two really great friends. I saw red and blue mazes, the red was probably from the camera, they had been taking pictures. And the blue was the blacklight. Everything was a maze though and i felt like i would never get out, sort of like alice in wonderland. I kept on going through all these mazes and i was so happy and smiling but after a while i got tired and i was like when will this end? i had my friends bring me out of the room and from there i think it started to wear out. I felt like i was in a jungle when i went to his living room. Its just unconcious pictures that you see and what you relate them to. It really is a beautiful drug though and i hope that this experience doesnt keep you from doing it again. You'll know when your ready though.
I think that salvia brings out and dramatizes/inhances subconcious fears/insecuraties that you have and makes you deal with them. That way you can confront them, and try to make yourself a better person. that is my 2 cents, ive never tried it tho, and am definatly looking foward to confronting my fears.
That was definitely the salvia. I was laughing just imagining being in your place because I know that exactly what salvie does haha. Don't worry girl... be happy!
sounds like you were completely unprepared for salvia. but who really is? psychadelics can precipitate unconcious fear, or primal fears. in your case it sounds like the fear being precipitated was a fear of trust and jealousy. your vulnerability was exposed that night. you are always that vulnerable but the salvia just made you aware of it. you just had a bad trip in which parts of your subconcious were brought on in an overwhelming way. no need to worry. i find salvia to be one of the STRONGEST psychadelics, and while the precipitation of fears on other psychadelics can be managable... salvia is far too powerful for that. just relax and remember that salvia -- and other psychadelics are about love, not fear. you could take this as a gift. you have realised that you are entirely vulnerable to your husband cheating on you. this has always been the case. but the truth is that he hasn't: true love can only be brought about through vulnerability being exposed.
