Realizing you're dreaming while asleep..WEIRD

So I keep having these dreams (about once a week or so). It started out kinda inception'e, I would be asleep and I would notice things that would point out to me that I was dreaming. ex. in my dreams while running I would be running and notice that my strides are about 10ft every step I took. After about 3 nights of this when I would run I would stop and it would click in my head that I was dreaming, from there on out I would 'consciously' be able to explore my dream and do pretty much as I liked. after being conscious through about two dreams and being able to roam as I liked then I had four dreams in one night of being conscious while asleep. Only this time I had no free will, just the knowledge that I was asleep.

I started out sitting on a couch beside my mom and she knew I was high and was really agitated but not saying anything about it. I could tell that she was mad so I got up and walked away and saw my friend standing there with an oxycontin 80. I looked at it and realized that something about the pill was off, at that very moment I realized that I was dreaming and things got weird. I was unable to do as i liked and started to walk away when this guy came up to me and looked at me as if he knew I knew I was asleep. I asked him what the hell is going on and why? He got really angry and said that I needed to leave, I kept repeating what's going on about three more times and he said to get the hell out. He then punched me upward and I could feel myself "flying" out of my dream.

I then woke up and fell asleep about 10min later. The next dream I fell asleep and the same guy (i'd imagine) was standing there looking at me as soon as I came to "consciously", he said "kill this girl or i'll kill you" I said "wtf are you talking about, TELL ME WHATS GOING ON!" He hit me and I instantlly blanked into another dream. I was walking with this girl and we were in a building with a bunch of other people. we came to a split and we could either go upstairs or downstairs, I for some reason knew that if I took her downstairs that she would survive whatever was about to happen. As we began to walk down the stairs my dream paused and his voice inside my head said "take her upstairs, you HAVE to kill her". So I walked her up the stairs and sat her down in a huge line of people including myself. About 10 seconds later I started freaking out so I jumped up and covered her with my body in an attempt to protect her, I instantly blanked to another dream. I was standing outside the building with everyone in it and was instantly conscious. A few people were outside of it, one which I knew. I looked him straight in the eyes and held out my hand and started counting down from five w/ a terrified look on my face. As soon as I got to zero the building collapsed and all you could hear was that one girl screaming. I started freaking out saying "Lloyd, how the fuck did I know that was going to happen, how man, TELL ME HOW!?!" He got a really pissed look on his face and a person from behind grabbed me and started dragging me from the back of my shirt and Lloyd started following still pissed. I was like WAIT! you're him!! Then I started asking him to PLEASE tell me what's going on, idk what's happening etc etc. He told me to shut up and get out or he was going to kill me, I continued begging and again, he hit me and sent me flying. I woke up very abruptly and came to remembering each dream. I kinda put it all off as just weird dreams until I had another one last night.
I had a short dream where It was just me and my mom and again she knew I was high, I walked away and the dream blanked to another dream.

This dream I walked into a clothing store and browsed for about 10 seconds. I saw a mirror and started walking toward it. In the mirror I saw a "death reaper" in the typical hooded fashion w/ the bone hands and all. I turned around and he was gone. I turned back around and saw it again in the mirror. I freaked out and ran the opposite way down the hall, and as soon as I got a couple steps there was another mirror at the other end of the hall and the reaper was standing behind me again. I began ranting, does this have anything to do w/ 2012!?!? what's going to happen in 2012. Except I was unable to speak, every word I tried to mutter was muted and refused to come out correctly. I turned and ran the other way, saw it again so I decided to try to attack what I couldnt see. I turned around and guessed the distance between me and him (b/c I couldnt see it unless I was looking at it in the mirror) and about halfway down the hall I just swung my hand up and bag tagged him (lol). I could feel that I made contact and so I jumped on him and started choking him from behind with my left hand and holding his right arm off w/ my right (I was always under the influence that if the reapers bone finger touched you you died so I didnt want that lol). I held him until I felt he had been finished. I let go with a sigh or relief and instantly I could feel this god awful aura all around me. It was FAR more than a bad dream feeling, I could FEEL it in my body I knew I hadn't finished the reaper and he was pissed. I ran out and the store lady started bitching at me saying that she cant give me a discount and that it I didnt have the money to get out. I then realized that nothing I was screaming about 2012 was coming out of my mouth for shit and that I probably sounded like a crazy man so I began to walk out embarassed. Just then a girl that I know began to walk in and said it's ok, i'll buy you a pair of shoes or something because I work here. I smiled and said ok, she then took my hand and gave me a very demonic smile. I knew instantly it was "him" he continued to smile and wouldnt let my hand go. "he" led me to a backroom and I continued my rant of what's going on and why is this happening and he locked the door we walked behind and walked me into another room, turned toward me and the dream ended.

so someone, PLEASE wtf is going on?! I'm 100% serious about these dreams and am kinda worried, anyone have any related dreams/problems??

 

welcome to lucid dreaming.

 

wow thats incredible. i would be pleased to have such a realistic alternate life rather than scared. if it does mean something, be happy that you have its meaning to unlock at some point. sounds like such an awesome experience looking in. wish my life had that much spark lol

 

Lucid dreaming is so much fun. :2thumbsup:

 

Those are some very interesting vivid dreams. I often have pretty good dream recall and vivid dreams, but cannot lucid dream. As a kid though, i had that same awareness of knowing it was a dream, and was even able to wake myself up from nightmares, but I seem to have lost that ability through the years and am at the mercy of them

 

Lucid Dreaming FTW. I look forward to sleeping for thissss!