Last night i took nine tabs. I have had ten once before so i thought i would be fine only taking nine (ha i was wrong). I was at home on my own. I have no memory of who or what i am. i am looking at the wall touching the bricks and it feels soft i try to think of what it is and eventually i come to the word "fabric" a say the word and the walls around me were all fabric like felt and each brick was stitched together really roughly to those around it. The world i am in is fabric. I seem to be in a baby's nursery. Mine. I had an Identity. this was my nursery. My mind then relentlessly tried to form a word but couldn't get past the first syllable. "th". Every concievable way of starting a word with the "TH" at the beginning ran through my mind. The word fades when it is so close to my grasp. Something about my throat wasn't right and i had to focus all my mind power on learning what was wrong. Eventually after what seemed like generations i finally learned the word. "thirst". and i knew to drink. As i grew older i had learned a few more words and what they meant, now i was starting to realise that i was thinking and spent more generations learning until... I was able to think of the idea of a thought And suddenly i was more intelligible with conscious thoughts. The walls are still "fabric" but i am not a baby any more i am ready to change. I lay down in my bed and spent the next era of my life re assimilating to reality. i learned what memories where and they slowly began to slide back into place. I was gonna tell the rest of the trip but i don't think any other part of the trip was nearly as significant as that. As I'm writing this I'm coming up to 12 hours since i ate the tabs and i am pretty much myself again but with a new sense of wonder. Thank you albert hoffman. anyone experienced this sort of thing?and if you'd care to share, what did you take from the experience?
Most people learn things once and then take them for granted their whole lives. As adults we have a much different world to put thing into perspective in, so by taking acid and relearning our most basic concepts.. we can become superior beings. But sometimes we might reconjfigure something significantly different to before, and this can lead to the radical changes people
i definitely agree. when i had the ten tabs i completely changed the way i look at life. i became a lot more assertive with the things i wanted to do and generally a lot more positive towards life. But that trip was much less intense than this last one. I am still not sure if it has really changed me. it has given me a lot to think about and im sure will take me a while to process it.
Sounds like Mr. Writers epic acid trip. I have experienced that sort of thing on dmt, but it was over before I even got a thought back. Btw, bathing ape, "fucked up" is possibly the worst expression you could use for what he experienced that night.
idk how you can have an experience like that and be almost back to normal at hour 12 lol. man even after my short salvia trips i still questioned reality for atleast a weak after. kind of thing lasted for months from acid. yea, yea, yea, yea, not coming down!
Looking back, I would say it took a couple of months before i began to feel normal again, i didnt touch acid for a good four months or so after that, i almost didnt try it again, thinking there was nothing that could take my mind further than that, but LSD too much a part of me to say no forever. When i said i was coming back to normal in the original post, it did feel like it at the time but i was really out if it for quite some time. I've done a few big doses since then but that one remains the most intense experience i have ever had I'd say. I still think about it a lot.
