Rambling on love in a "peom".. (not really)

If you give up the words that you swore you knew were right,
obviously those words & emotions weren`t worth the fight.
There was a time when we were both so irresistable to each other,
nothing mattered when we were together.
No one existed except the two of us,
but thinking back it was all out of lust.
You charmed my soul, changed my mind; but after realization it took too much time.
You left me with a broken heart, a wall built so high.
If people ask where my love went, I will always deny;
your love meant nothing, I shall say..
Crushing my spirits & ruining my day.
Who cares now? It was just a game..
Seeing new beauty, & forgetting my name.
It`s hard to construct myself to better, when tearing up to what I remember.
Kisses in the rain, showering down on my pain.
Losing trust to others because of this stupid mind frame.
Memories play back in my head, wishing to relive them with the man of my dreams.
Where has he gone? ..if he ever existed at all.
Must be in my head, I`m crazy for what?
Who knows, don`t care.. I`m alone in this mind, with a door that needs to be shut.