I am just wondering about this on a chemical level Last time I did ecstasy, just about 20 minutes after feeling the first rush I experienced hell. I was outside running around full of energy, somewhat euphoric, more just wired feeling and all of a sudden everything went terribly wrong Over a five second span, everything around me got reddish dim and eerie I felt cold and heat to a point of pain My stomach cringed of hunger and I felt the worst paranoia of my life I was afraid of each and every person around me Direct eye contact with one person sent me to the ground cringing and I had a panic attack x100 I thought I was dying Each person looked evil and every little thing I would prejudge them about was extremely exaggerated My friend that seemed a bit dull and just chill and less insightful stoner type-- all of a sudden appeared as a psycho that burned holes in his brain, a irreversable way of life, as if he was living as a 3rd grader that would never grow up with a life built around drugs Girls eyes were like devils, scared the shit out of me I had ear piercing images in my head of people brainwashed by meth or acid use committing rituals of murderous bloody psycho plans of an extreme paranoid schizophrenic way anyways... I have two friends that think I am bipolar but I am pretty sure I am just normal with a bit of a personality disorder based on my ways of thinking and view of the world predetermined by the way I was brought up I thought maybe there was some abnormal balances or something of serotonin on a chemical level, maybe my serotonin went up, dropped for some reason then went back up IDK Any ideas? Literally this was worse paranoia than on anything I have ever experienced, including hits of acid or the comedown of things I've tried It makes no sence, It was just 20 minutes into the trip, why would I feel anything less than euphoric??
probably really dirty pills and you had a bad reaction with them. Thats why I say dont even bother doing e, you will regret it someday.
I'm kind of surprised you felt it 20 minutes after ingesting it. Thats really weird though, it sounds like it obviously wasn't mdma though. Try going to pillreports.com or ecstasydata.org and finding the pill you took to try and help you figure out what you really did take.
My trip lasted well over 5 hours Ya that 20 seconds - minute of hell was 20 minutes into the trip Another weird thing is that I wasn't euphoric, just fucked up but thats how my first trip was This was my second, I did one pill of red naked ladies before and didn't feel anything while my other two friends also had one each and said they felt it strong These pills I just had were from the same guy as my first roll, this time double stacked and I swallowed two yellow and chewed a yellow and orange pill I had a kickback at my house where me and my two best friends would take e while everyone else smoked and drank The weird thing was, my dad was home and since I had smoked with him before I just told him that I was having a few friends over to swim More people showed up and he interpreted it as a party so he started cooking hotdogs and I was now the host of the 'party' Of course people called people who called people and 3x the number I invited ended up all in my backyard It got kinda crazy and I was rolling bad, but still no euphoria, just out of body and irritated and twitchy, like mild cold sweat I did have some jaw clenching, but not so much grinding, more just stuck together without me noticing it I was extremely thirsty though, and by the end of the night I was so dehydrated that i had bumps on my tounge I felt like I had all the responsibilty to take care of the spa and the food and everything and it just turned into a bad roll, I couldn't even chill really I probably could have, but I was like nonstop running back and forth telling people where the bathroom was and getting fucking cups out and shit Anyways so ya, does that sound like any drug you think might be going around in south cali near sacramento?
ah okay.. all x pills are "dirty" in my opinion.. rarely get any with only mdma in it.. why i prefer pure molly
^yeah thats true, i dont think there is a single extasy pill in the US that is pure MDMA. You'd have to get it from Canada or Europe for that.
