Right now I have no way of describing how I am feeling, but it is not pleasant. I have been doing a lot of thinking about how the world and society really works and the more I think about it the more I hate it. We shouldn't be born into this world to live under rules, rulers and society's constant pressure. I wish I was born in a different time period. Everything in this day and age just seems wrong. I would love to just run away from society, and all its bullshit to live amongst nature with other people who have similar views to mine. I am living in New Zealand but would be willing to go anywhere in the world to live the dream I have in my head. I was just wondering, does anyone know of any Psychedelic Communes who tolerate drug use and even drug growing? It's not because I want to get fucked up every day, I just believe in the spiritual properties of Psychedelics and would love to live this fantasy world I have dreamed up.