Psychedelic Bump XVII

let's keep the conversation rolling


from the last thread...i can see 2ce having a feminine vibe. on my first trip i "felt like a cat" while lying in bed. i don't really know what that means, but there's that..


that blotter that someone found...might it be 25I/C-NBOMe?


and re-pre-bump for 4-aco-dmt fumarate this weekend. 45.4 mg for myself and 36.3 mg (or 30.6 mg) for my brother


EDIT: writer's last post in the old bump thread has me reconsidering my dose for this weekend...eh, i'll probably be alright.
writer, how did you give her "60-80 mg?" that's quite a range.
interesting how it went from not dosing due to bad set --> dosing 40 mg? --> 80 mg?

 

2 cannabis firecrackers.
Looking forward to trying 2c-b for the first time soon.

 

Gonna get a couple shots of Captain Mo in tonight, psychedelic wise I was entertaining exploring some DMT earlier but decided to kind of chill for a bit and enjoy the taste that recent 2ce trip has left me with.

 

Received a 25mg dose of 4-ACO-DNT and about 50mg of Phenazepam today. I plan on using it to abort trips and to help get to sleep after trips. I've never used a benzo before so I will probably try about 1mg tonight to see how it is. I may use it on occasion for recreation but its mainly for the 2 reasons stated above.

 

Bump for nothing.

I went to a gathering this weekend. The plan was 2C-E or LSD the first night and methylone the second night. I went a day early (Thursday) and got a primo campsite. Thursday night it started raining and after that the temperature stayed in the 40s. My friends got there Friday afternoon and we huddled up in a tent, having a good time. It kept raining and we decided to not take a psyche that night. It was still raining Saturday and around noon we broke camp and split. It was just too cold and wet to trip. If we’d been in a house, then fine, nice to trip on a cold, rainy day. But there we were getting steadily damper and nowhere warm to shelter. The setting was cold, wet, gray and the set was cold, wet, uncomfortable. On the positive side, I was given some very nice gifts and heard a glowing report on 6-APB.

 

Hmmm... Well Pop said it had a distinct tryptamine smell, I find 25i-Nbome to be pretty much odorless as well.

 

Writer, damn man. That's intense. One night I was pulling DMT from MHRB. My silly ass thought taking 60mg of miprocin was a good way to stay awake throughout. It took 4 hours to hit and when it did, I was floored like that--as in couldn't see through the hallucinations floored. Needless to say, the kitchen remained a mess of chemistry shit and I was decommissioned lol.

 

if you has recently ordered a smelly tryptamine, and a blotter of whatever got accidentally included, it could smell like that tryptamine, but contain something else, or nothing at all.

i don't think smell is a great way to ID blotters :daisy:

 

Still, nice to hang with friends but that kind of weather sure puts a damper on things. Good to see you around TM...

Back at home and the daily routine... T'was a good few days off but the most bad vibes on a trip to the islands I've ever had. Totally messed up plane trips, and came back short one camera. I don't know if it got swiped or not, truth is for the better part of 2 days I wasn't exactly "sharp" between a very good evening with 2 microdots, and beers the day before.
Near as we can tell it got swiped from the car one of the times we didn't lock it. Hopefully whomever got it needs it way more than I do.
Overall tho, hard to be other than grateful for the gifts in life, health and all.

 

New thread, woo! Bump for my Klonopins and Gabapentin (as prescribed) earlier today and a blunt of middies.

This weekend I have planned with my friends to get into the 2C-E (first time for them). Hopefully no drama comes up and ruins everything again. I love dosing my friends for their first times on new chemicals. <3 The wonder and awe they express is amazing.

 

Hey guys i just wanted to say thanks to guerillabedlem, raga, shivaya, populrity, eggspog, periless and particarly you cosmo. I'm glad you guys aren't writing me off as junkie scum, this is meybe a good place for me to start opening up about my problems because this is half the problem, i clam up and find it near impossible to talk therefore nobody can help if i wont talk.

Its crazy how emotional i've been lately i feel its time to unload this shit and start living again. i want this badly i really do. I'm asking for help and please if you do have advice for me don't sugar coat it,i know some of you folk here are gonna have some hard advice that may be hard for me to swallow, im an advocate of tough love.Ive been around here long enough to have seen it dished out many times writer

Cosmo i read your pm i'm gonna reply in a bit it seems like we may have alot of support to offer each other. your shit is similar to me, i've noticed in life that drug people share alot of similar past experience, we're gonna do this cosmo ! :2thumbsup: fuck drugs ( ones that have no entheogenic value anyway)

 

Thank you CFS. It's gotten so bad for me that 100mg methadone, 120mg oxymorphone, ½g heroin, 200mg morphine or 40mg hydromorphone is what takes me to rush on my run and that's a LOT. Additionally I've already run out of my script painkillers (Opana 40's & Dilaudid 8's which is the only reason I'm messing with smack at all. I'm fucking up big too. Yeah, it'll be a work in progress. Kicking is a nightmare, absolutely hellish. Surely you've had your days where you couldn't cop so withdrawal started. First are intense mood swings & major histamine production followed by terrible gastric issues including diarrhea. I don't know how many days out you've made it kicking dope, I think three weeks for me in eight years of using, almost nine. Clonidine, gabapentin, benzodiazepines, diphenhydramine or hydroxyzine, dextromethorphan & loperamide all work to kill the nastier stuff, but even then it's still real mean bitch. We can certainly help one another. I doubt you're opiate free today any more than me, & likely I never will be due to health shit...pain management at a level of 7-8 out of 10 so bad, so my situation is always tricky being both a junkie and pain management patient. We can chat in depth on Skype or AOL IM. I've got one question though CFS, do you have an affinity almost of an addictive nature itself to IVing? If so, kicking is that much harder but don't lose hope, we can hash this out. Speaking of hash, staying stoned while kicking distracts you, so does coke. Benzos, weed & coke are a slippery slope for kicking though.

 

3-MeO-PCP is a good un guys! this is coming from someone who isn't a fan of MXE and find 4-MeO-PCP a bit too weak but i still liked 4-meo. i can sniff 3-MeO it's a lot nicer than 4-MeO, that stuff was harsh as fuck.

Long time no post guys

 

whatcha been up to, poly? good to see you and thismoment back around (even if for only short absences)

GM, sounds like a fun weekend with your friends + 2ce. what kinda doses are you starting them on?

voyage, that sucks about your camera. other bad vibes on the island or is that what you meant? i tried to have your attitude when my bike got stolen, but boy was i pissed.


cosmo, i would guess that a great number of "junkies" are pain management patients. that's how they get hooked on the stuff to begin with. once addicted, it actually can make the pain worse, while not on the drug. what i mean is, even a non-chronic pain-person could get addicted, stop using and then have a 7/10 pain level to basically nothing. but if you already have chronic pain, then get addicted, then come off it, your pain is probably worse than it was to begin with. not that i'm saying that is a reason to suffer. i think it's obvious that we need better painkillers, but for now you're left to struggle, cosmo. (so is my cousin who got hit by two semi trucks, and now is developing his own little oxy addiction)

it's great that you guys are here to support each other, but honestly, and non-sugar coated, i would be careful taking advice on how to kick dope from someone who has been clean 3 weeks out of 9 years...
i know there are the issues of withdrawal and dependency, but if you're gonna stop using, just fucking stop! it's that simple, even though it's not very simple at all. good luck

 

I appreciate the kind and the tough words. I'm not 3 weeks clean now, & it was a MONSTER getting off dope but my back pain and emotional state drove me back. And keeping tally I've attempted kicking about 10-11 times with only that one brief struggle. No offence pork, but I've gone to rehab before and done copious studying on the "art" of kicking and two things are true one of which you hit the nail on the head of: those drugs do assist and two, yeah it is as simple as stopping but when your body is attacking itself it's a rarely seen thing for junkies to stop. I'm sorry to hear about your cousin that's tragic and really easy to relate to. Not all junkies start in pain management. Some simply have issues they wanna bury, some do it for shits and giggles while others do it cuz they came up in the hood.

 

i think it's starting to become more and more common that pain relief quickly turns into an addiction.

 

I'd bet my life on it that ever since Persians and Afghanis first procured opium that it's been an ever increasing problem of relieving pain leading to addiction and with my two scripts one being 40x more potent and the other 20x more than morphine, the problem persistently gets worse. :/

 

Ya, just about the cam. There was hella bad weather in the region but we managed to miss nearly all of it. One of the islands shut down completely, even had a tornado. The other side of maui got trashed by a storm, a local told me the natives were even worried, most couldn't remember a storm as bad as they got.
So big picture, s'all good.

Sending good vibes your way for your evening with aces and your bro. Surely a good time will be had. :sunny:

 

Oahu, Lanai, Kauai, Molokai, Kahoolawe, or Niihau were shut down, I mean to say which? Surely not the big island. Damn dude, Hawaii is worldwide known for excellent weather. That is some bad portent. I'd say that it's probably global warning as here in Oaktown and voyage could confirm about SF but likely raining cats & dogs and freezing like our usual January weather.

 

cosmo baby, buddy pal.. your sig is getting a little crazy on the length. please shorten it for those using hand held devices..


Thanks..