Psychedelic Bump XI

Soon to be washing an undetermined amount of kratom down with copious amounts of alcohol.

I'll finally get around to starting another PF tek and cooking up some more ayahuasca, since events in my life had put that on low priority for a while.

 

Nice, I really want to try ayahuasca

 

Bit of a psychotic break last night. Between situation with mom, brother, life in general, and abusing klonopins and opiates
I have driven myself into a psychotic episode. Was very close to being admitted to a psyche ward last night. Got to get my shit together.

 

Damn, intense Godmachine!
Stay safe and take it easy for a while.. wouldn't want you falling off the face of the forums.

 

now u've made me curious, GM...what happened? sorry to hear about it

 

eh.. I like having psychotic episodes.. try smashing your fingers in a window, while totally dressed in your best (clothing and see how psychotic you get ..

 

I just shredded the caapi in the blender and a huge cloud of powder came out when I went to put it in a plastic container. Now I can't get it out of my nose, this fucking sucks. It's got me congested and I can't get rid of the smell.

:smellsbadman:

 

I don't really remember much but I was talking all sorts of insane stuff. Didn't know where I was. Reverted back to my childhood and everything. It was scary. Hard to explain because it felt like some sort of uncontrollable nightmare.

 

You need a little break. I can only imagine what you must be going through.. Mental break down had to have been around the corner. Opiate addictions no joke, take it easy GB

 

Glad you could get one GB. As it's a "halloween ball", have a costume in mind? The theater looks very much like the one I saw The Shpongletron at, very 30's art-deco. Should be an amazing time.

Camp Bisco last month was the first ever full performance in the states.

[ame]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPqXvAxgVwI

 

A break from the k-pins too. Everyone I know, irl or on-line, that takes anti depressants ends up having black outs and psychotic episodes.

I've found that a few weeks of relative sobriety helps when you're having tough times. I can think clearly enough to sort things out and get past my problems, and avoid compounding my troubles by not getting exessively shit faced.

Anyway GM, I hope you get past the and get back to soon

 

Thanks for the concern everyone. I appreciate it. Much love.

Oh lord. Spliff's dad threw away our Bassnectar tix thinking it was trash mail.

 

Anyone else ever get visual/audio hallucinations on oxy and weed?

 

I remember one time, I hadn't smoked weed in months, and I bought some and went home and smoked a few bowls, and when I closed my eyes I saw like bright colored clay structures and things. I was probably just imagining things though xD

 

lol
I smoke chron nearly every day, and have never had any sort of hallucination from weed alone.

 

Well my 1 hit of lucy was A LOT more potent then i thought! My cousin said that they were weak hits and he didn't get a lot of visuals when he took them. But now i think he was just fucking with me haha. I just wish i would have planned this trip out better because i was expecting a very mild trip. I was feeling slightly tired after work, and i smoked a lot of weed before i came up...which seemed to have scattered lots of my thoughts during the trip.

It started when my friend picked me up and we went to my other friends house. I dosed at around 11:00 p.m. and I gave a small dose of 2cp to my friend, he didn't really feel anything though. But it was nice because we each were taking hits from a gravity bong. But about 1 hour 30 min later, after doing a few bong hits i suddenly felt amazing! The room around me started to come to life. The room around me was breathing, stretching, growing.. and while this was going on, i was swept by intense waves of euphoria. This hit also made me feel very sexual ha.. like electricity surging through my body. I remember my friend put on bassnecter, which I have never really heard before. But it was crazy.. the music felt so real!! Like it was just totally part of what was going on. My feeling and thoughts would all flow with the music..even my euphoria was flowing with it!

I remember stepping outside at one point and looking up at the stars and the moon (pretty much a full moon). It felt like everything was radiating, it felt great just to be part of all this around me. I even saw a shooting star!! Just thinking about the universe was completely mind boggling.. but yet i felt like i was right out there..with the stars. Eventually i made it home and the trip was only getting stronger...looking at myself in the mirror was crazy! My face was constantly changing, my flesh would grow red, then fade.. and all these strange markings, shapes, psychedelic things would sweep over my face.. it was mind blowing. i thought to myself 'well, i guess i'm in for the long hall'. By 6:00 am i was still tripping hard and was pretty tired.. i was basically just lying down with my eyes closed and listening to chill music. But keep in mind i was in complete bliss!!! i could barely sit still, i was constantly turning and twitching because i just felt sooooo euphoric! I don't remember when i went to sleep.. probably not until around 9:30 am or so. I also was pretty blown away when looking at a book I have of Salvador Dali's art.

But overall, this is just a very short summary of my trip. This was one of the most cleanest, euphoric, sexual hits I ever had! The whole trip my body felt so light, like i was ready to jump out of my skin.. and i was constantly aroused haha..if only i had some female company!! I now wish i would have waited and dosed early this afternoon (I hate feeling very tired during a trip).. and maybe not have smoked so much weed before coming up.. it was hard to just concentrate on one concept. But none the less, i'm going to see if i can get more of these hits.. it felt like just the beginning.. i can't even fathom what 4 hits of these would be like! I can pretty much sum up the whole trip by saying, it was a lovely date with lady lucy :sunny:

 

Hah, nice!
That sounds like a fantastic time.

 

Cory your trip report makes me miss acid soo much!

 

P.S. - Meteor Shower tonight!! ..and a full moon (pretty much) :sunny:

haha.. it's such a lovely thing