Dont you ever wish you could step inside your own skin? Just to see how it looks... They tell me its red and gloopy, but I dont believe them, I want it rainbow coloured and bedazzling, and teeming with peculiar auras. I want tiny benign characters to look back at me when I see, to emanate the fuzzy, excitable euphoria so often searched for, so rarely found. From within we could see the miniscule collapses, the bewildering scene, blurred from falling too fast. We could see ourselves implode, the colossal weight of our egos, compressing and compounding. It would all look too much like a gelatinous milticoloured river, or perhaps a fractal, infinitely expanding, out of controll... If I saw this I think I'd wish for a zipper. I could step out again, complete...