Do you enjoy anal/ prostate stimulation while you are masturbating? Have you ever used a sex toy for masturbation while your wife or gf watched you? Did you enjoy giving a show? I did it and found it to be very exciting.
I've used a FleshLight in front of my wife before. She was rather non-committal about it, but I enjoyed it. I’ve also had an anal probe in while masturbating in front of her, but she didn’t know it. She doesn’t understand how stimulating anal stimulation is. And no I’m not gay, I just like things that feel good.