Preparing Trip Report for I.V. Ketamine, MxE, and MDMA Shards

I know I use to snort a lot of ketamine and a year after I began snorting it I began I.M.ing it. Shortly after I began snorting MxE and a few months later starting I.M.ing it also, sometimes I would go through 4g's of ket a night, all I.M.ed. Snorting amounts were out of the ball park. I once snorted 2g's of MxE at once and overdosed, the most ket I snorted at once was 4g's within a minute, I have all ready reported on the 4gram situation, which resulted in me not breathing and my heart stopping for 30 seconds, luckily someone there knew CPR. For the record, I am not exaggerating and of this, trying to look like a "bad ass" or anything like that, just stating the facts. Back on track though, about a year ago I tried I.V.ing ket, the only problem was my dumb ass had no idea what I was doing and missed my vein, it burnt like fuck and I hated it. About 5 months ago, after shooting up heroin for the 7 months prior to that, and having knowledge of how to I.V. at this point, I decided to try I.V. ket. It was incredible. About a month later I I.V.ed MxE, at my best I went through 25g's in a week, all I.V. With that said, I came in contact with 2.9g's of mdma shards a few nights ago, I ate 7/10ths through out the night at the concert I was at, went to my buddies and decided to I.V. a tenth..I took video footage for research purposes also. 24 hours later with no food or sleep I had I.V.ed 2g's and given the other 2/10ths away. Trip reports follow, any questions or certain things you would like to know about I.V.ing any of these three, please just ask.

 

I just realized I never finished my I.M. trip reports I had planned, I just may add those also..

 

you did K via i.v .. your crazy dude .. its highly dangerous . have fun destroying your whole body .

 

I just heard an NPR story this morning about injecting K for depression. Probably im though.
It was pretty positive. Saying it was good for depression for up to a week at "sub-psychosis" level...they said.

(Maybe it was IV. Here's a link to an older article: http://www.npr.org/blogs/health/201...offer-almost-immediate-relief-from-depression
Maybe what I heard this morning was a repeat...or maybe they did another story that I can't find a link to right now.)

 

My only question is are you seeking help?

 

IV MDMA?

I agree with Writter, that is excessive.

Don't kill yourself.

 

Ummm, I hope you're trolling... if not... I wish the best for you my friend... be safe...

 

I don't mess with IV anymore but I tried it a few times with some of these substances...

IV ketamine was pretty intense, I got an aural effect with IV Ketamine that's slightly reminiscent of Nitrous. I recall fast moving fractals in black and white and an experience of white light as the music I was listening to started fracturing and sounding distant.

IV Mxe was what I envision PCP to be like. It was much more stimulating than other ROA's and I felt really good and super strong or something and kind of manic. IM Mxe is more chill and I find it produce sparse but expansive visions.

IV MDMA was amazing for me, but the duration is so short compared to Oral. Lights immeadiately glow, the warmth of the experience seemed to stretch out beyond me and fill the room and the music washed over me coursing through me in waves of euphoria. It made me yawn a lot. I found IM MDMA similar enough to Rectal MDMA that I see it as a wasted ROA with MDMA.

IM Ketamine is the creme de la creme of the disassociative experience. The longer duration gave me more of a chance to sink into the experience and I found the visions to be extremely malleable. The scenes that the ketamine presents to my mind can be shaped however I wish and while being so far away from reality can be unnerving, I felt the experience came over me with a supreme calm and relaxation.

Interested in hearing about your experiences...

 

I'm not trolling or seeking any help, everyone I try talking with about I.V.ing any of these substances seems to think I need help, however, it makes me happy. Not I.V. MDMA, that I doubt I will ever do again because of how addicting it was and how long it kept me up and what not. I I.V.ed MXE two days ago, I did 300mg through out three doses. First I.V. Was just like a flashback to when I use to do it and tiletamine. Instant weird feeling drip down my throat, followed by a huge body buzz and head high/trip starting. I looked over at the girl I was with, smiled like a creep and said something along the lines of "OH YEAH...IT'S BACK.." she smiled and said she wished she felt like I did. Her veins are almost non existent so I couldn't help her with that, she snorted about 100mg through out the hour followed by boofing about 50-75mg an hour or so after her initial dose. Each dose I did was roughly 100mg. I decided to do another one once I stopped tripping so hard, after the second one I blacked out. She said I did another after that and then her boyfriend came to pick her up and they sat me in my car..assholes..I managed to make it down the block to my friends somehow and that's when my memory came back. I remember my friend getting me out of my car and being like "what are you on man what are you on?!" Shitty trip report I know, the next one will be better. Promise.

 

I might take video of my next trip, so I can remember what happened better, or just be able to see what happened in order to have a more thorough trip report.

 

That's the problem. That's what is devastating about addiction. That self-destruction makes you happy. The root is ultimately emotional, I'm convinced of it.

Please don't involve automobiles with your drug use in any way . . . that is just deplorable.

 

Wow, I think that's way way off. Most addicts will say they use to feel 'normal' or use as an escape but I don't think the majority of addicts are happy in self destruction, it's just a way to cope. No way rehab, NA, AA and all the recovery programs would exist if most addicts were happy being addicts.

 

I think the problem is some mix of spiritual, physical, genetic, rootlessness (related to spiritual), THE DRUGS, and so on. But regardless of anyone's notions about etiology, it's a life or death situation for you HGI. If you don't change you're a goner. That's just the way it is.

Wishing you well.

 

Life or death for me? It's always been life or death with me. In the last 2 years I've overdosed 3 times, always brought back. I've vaped enough dmt to feel comfortable with death. Ketamine+dmt=enlightenment. Death is nothing to fear, though I am not trying to be childish/foolish in my amounts I use. On another topic, I don't know how I'm going to be able to write a good trip report on I.V. MxE because every time I i.v. 100-200mg I only remember the first 30 seconds. Then I black out according to others around me and just lay on the ground for 3-5 hours depending on the dose. I usually don't even remember having done any and find it hard to believe my friends when they tell me stuff like 'we found you laying in the bathroom with blood on your arm and a broken needle laying by you, we tried to get you up but you wouldn't respond to us so we had to carry you to the bedroom and lay you on the bed' or my girlfriend saying 'you shot up and I [she] drove us to the river to walk around, you kept falling and ended up just laying on the ground, you hadn't put your belt back on and your shorts fell and I couldn't lift you to get them back on and then when you would try to stand you kept falling, causing your hand to get a deep cut, your hip to get a nice scratch and your left arm cut'. Both of those situations, I literally have NO MEMORY of, at all..I don't think these people in my life would lie to me, though they all want me to stop using, they just don't realize it feels nothing at all like it looks. Oh yeah I forgot to add, I'll have some tiletamine in less then a week, can't wait to do this one again..

 

Man, when it gets to the point where you cant write a trip report because you dont remember I think you need to cool it. I dont write many reports because I dont have the proper words to describe it any way, but i do remember them. All of them. Unless I take like a ton of benzos or something.


Completely dropping out of CONSCIOUSNESS is a problem dude, there is no enlightenment in nullness. I feel like you are trying to get as far away from your self as you can. How is it fun to completely fuck yourself up to the point of not being aware? Whats the point man? Thats what I would really like to know.

 

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So when do you start putting 2 and 2 together?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_dissonance

 

This is terrible, appalling, and an insult to responsible psychedelic drug user's everywhere.

You need help.

This is what contributes to the hysteria surrounding drug use; irresponsible idiot's like yourself.

 

Writer are you saying you are not a drug addict?

 

Do you remember anything from these blackout experiences? I just can't imagine how you could get enjoyment from something that you don't remember. That's why I can't understand benzo use, because it just creates a black hole of nothingness in your life when you try to look back on it. You should consider getting help if only because there seem to be people who really care about you and would be very hurt to see you kill yourself. If I had a friend IV enough of a drug to black out for five hours in my presence I would politely ask them to stay out of my life until they can get themselves together because I don't need the added stress in my life of potentially having to watch someone die in front of me. Even watching someone lose consciousness like that for five hours would be a traumatic experience for me.

You're right to say that death is nothing to fear, but you're wrong to think that life is something to waste. We're on this earth to live. Drugs can be a great part of that, but there's so much more to life. You're lucky to still have people who are there for you. If you continue to treat yourself this way people will have no choice but to separate themselves from you to avoid the unbearable agony associated with waiting to get the call that you've overdosed and died. You seem incredibly selfish and even though you may not value your life, I'm sure that others do, and to cause another that kind of pain just to chase a high is deplorable.