Hi all...I'm new to this lifestyle; like real new. I new I was gay the other day when I saw a picture on one of those free porn sites. It was two guys on the back of a van. One guy was in a lounge position with his jeans to the floor and the other guy with his mouth wrapped around his meat. It was so hot!!! I must have just stared and fantasized for 5 mins. I had pleasent feelings about men all my life. To describe guys I'll say, "You know, the good looking one." I've gone down on two guys. Both were really large. The first time the guy was sleeping at first. I was young and felt awkward asking. Today I'm confidant in coming out so there's no confusion. The drama of relationships with women got old. Who knows like I do that I'll find a man. This time he won't be sleeping.
Lifestyle? there are many lifestyles, I don't think being gay counts as a lifestyle (unless all you do in life is have sex with men)
