ok for the past three months I was really thinking about what I was doing for Samhain. This year really struck me for some reason. During the summer around Midsummer my boyfriend and I had an intense spiritual experience at this pagan commune in south central PA, which is called "Four Quarters." He constantly told me how much he enjoyed this place and that he needs to return. Well he passed on to his next life on 9/11/06. Well in Buddist beliefs they believe that it takes 46 days for a spirit to pass onto the next life because a certain part of your brain doesn't develop until after this time. Well the 46st day is when the Four Quarters is having their Samhain celebration. Do you think that I could meet him again there? This is so interesting and odd to me. I'm feeling this full of energy from this place. I need to be there for some reason. Do you think I may have an encounter with him? Do you think it'd be a good thing to go?Everything is so interconnected. I love him so much that it's hard for me to let go.
I believe it sista but better yet I believe he is around u all the time for eternity and the physical cant stop that.U dont have 2 go anywhere hes inside of u right now.Peace & love beautiful.
thank you bro! i'm a complete mess. I wish there was something that could make me happy. I think about him and I cry. I want to think about him, but I don't want to cry. I want to see him. I need to see him. I feel him all the time. I feel him following me. It's a great feeling. I feel very lost. I need to turn to the Gods to help me out in this hard time. Peace + Love
For me personally, the best way I've been able to connect with loved ones who have passed is through meditation. Cast a circle, with that as your intention and let the meditation lead you where it may. Dreams are less intentional. I understand your need to see him, I hope that you do, love. Take care.
