Pot is fucking with me

Ok.. lately everytime I smoke bud it fucks with me and makes me crazy and uneasy about everything. I thought I was having a heart attack and going to die one night and couldn't say anything because I knew I would sound retarded. Then this last weekend I was acting socially challanged or something and felt depressed.. basically the whole time we were smoking I was trying hard to keep my mouth shut. I know its all in my head but damn, smoking pot used do so much for me and I never felt like this... I def got mind fucked and do not like the feeling. Anyways I am quiting pot for a couple weeks and hope to god this shit doesn't happen again..

 

Paranoia, you are gonna be fine after not smoking for a few days. It's all in your head, broseph.

 

wow enlightenement of yer foolishness begins,, an yer on yer way..
paranoia is there for a reason..

now learn to rationalise them..

luv n light.

 

dun do wat ye cant handle

 

What you described is exactly what I went through and still go through to this day. Pot used to be fun and a good time but now its more of a chore and an uneasy paranoid experience. On a paranoid high I am afraid to talk thinking my voice will sound weird or I will say something not funny. And I always think people are talking about me or conspiring against me. So now I have cut down and smoke less. I still have good highs but most are paranoid. Some people just cant deal with it every day on a mental standpoint as opposed to some people can do it forever and never let the paranoia get to them. Its all your mental thoughts though as mine are.

 

That started happening to me a few months back. It was horrible and It made me sad because I use to love pot so much. Well, I took a break, a one month break and now I just dont smoke as much as a i use to and Im fine.

 

if i smoke for like 4 days in a row i get a bit like that, just want to feel normal again.
but mostly i love it.

 

definately

 

Sometimes when I smoke a lot or I am in a new place or am with a lot of new people (or a combo of those three) I get weird. I require a certian comfort level when smoking. and don't make fun of me for being a light weight (2-3 tokes and I am stoned) cause I can drink (95% of) you under the table. I like the drinking/smoking combo. drinking dumbs me down, to an extent, and smoking elevates me back up.

 

Last year I got ripped off by this dude and then I got high and I had these thoughts of killing him. And I'm a peaceful guy whether I'm high or not so that really fucked with my head and I stopped smoking for a couple weeks after that. Another time I was so paranoid someone wanted to kill me and I kept checking my windows. crazy lol

 

I used to love getting High in high school. It was fun and it was pretty much an everyday thing. No it was an everyday all day thing. Ya no self control what so ever. I started getting REALLY paranoid. Same shit you guys are talking about. Not wanting to talk, People conspiring, and once my left ear started ringing/humming so loud that I thought the side of my head was going to blow out all over the dude next to me but I didn't stop smoking. I had a momentary lapse of reason "hey maybe it's the weed". I ended up quiting for about 3 months for a job and started back up slowly again. I was alright for awhile but then it came back. Then I quit buying, then only when I was drinking until I finally just quit. The last time I even took a hit was about 4 years ago. I still miss it. Wish I could smoke a doob with somebody at a show. Dank bud still makes my mouth water but every time I get high I remember why I don't get high.


Hopefully you can pull through it. But if it don't go away just put the pipe down and move on. Paranoia Will Destroy Ya. Good Luck

 

I haven't smoked in a month and it's helped.. I'm going to start again in a few days. It helps to take a break once in a while when you think you're being mindraped by the green herbs..

 

i smoke every day.
it's my ally.

 

i like the way stalk thinks

 

omg its happened to other ppl! i can only smoke around certian ppl (cuz they know whats going on if i start geting paranoid) the first time it happened i was so scared i thought my heart was going to explode but i've gotten use to it and i know how to handle my self when it happens (which is like every other time errr) but it usually wheres off and i return to a fun high instead of just being paranoid ..... if it does happen and its really bad talk to yourself and try to walk afound try keeping your mind on things

 

that is a tragic story, man. i'll listen to your advice for sure. i havent gotten the bad paranoia yet but if it starts to happen ill take a break right away.

 

i get like that too.but then i just tell myslef those paranoid thoughts are just lies and i can relax again.and i dont worry about thoses 'lies' then i dont dwell on them and get freaked out about it

 

never has for me, didn't even feel like it was new for me the first time.

 

smoked for 20 years (on and off / mostly on) so had lots of 'highs' & lows...to many to mention but I do take an active position on seeing what the scientific world are learing about the effects of THC.

For a long time now, science has linked psychosis to smoking THC and I recently (couple of months ago) read that they (the scientific community carrying out the research) 'believe' they have found the answer.

As with all drugs (I think) there is a chemical reaction in the brain and with THC they have found that the particular part of the brain that naturally kicks in at the time of say sleep/nourishment deprivation when the mind 'plays tricks' on the person, is relaxed. So, without any drugs but experiencing deprivation as mentioned, your thoughts will become less rational, the mind being the wonderful (and protective) thing it is, will react by cancelling out these irrational thoughts...unless you're stoned! and then paranoia 'can' start. (You could of course NOT get paranoia but instead think of all the fantastic ways you can become famous/rich/powerful or whatever floats ya boat!)

For me, this info helps...like anything if you don't use it you lose it and losing your mind it not good, well ok sometimes maybe

 

It might be a specific strain.

Or the chemicals the government puts on it.