today i took 30mg AMT at 9 am and smoked 50mg DMT at 1. It finally worked. It is the exact same place that DPT takes you. Forget domes, talking elves, all that bullshit. If you wanna see that shit you will. Its just mind being more fancy and fun with its new fangled powers. what amazing is whats behind all the mind bullshit. the more i hit that pipe, the less of me there was to continue hitting it perfect, complete crystal lotus opulence of being. you are filled with so much thatness that it flies out of every pore in you and smashes you to the ground, and you dare not move, not that theres anybody there to move anyways. there is just shimmering green sunlight, murmuring river, cool stones humming. you are that. this, along with DPT, is strong, strong, strong medicine. True medicine. work is going to be interesting tonight
Interesting, interesting. Though this is specifically about the combination of the two, whenever I smoked a nice amount of DMT (not breakthough doses though) I would always get this distinct weird feeling of 'THATNESS' which you described, it's very hard to describe but it was definitely an uncomfortable feeling. Maybe that's cause I was more of a psychedelic no0b when I had my DMT or just because I didn't fully breakthrough.
would the mild MAOI effect of AMT have had something to do with making the DMT even more powerful? or does that only work on oral doses. it really does sound like a beautiful experience. next friday i'm going to be getting a 1/4 gram of DMT, i've been interested for SO long and i'm so glad to finally have access.
yeah I read an erowid TR where a dude smoked 5-meo-dmt on AMT and found it helped. Makes sense, and it works regardless of the ROA, because Monoamine Oxidase is found in your brain and blood, the place where the drug ends up regardless of ROA. MMT: The Thatness is what you, this, all is. whatever it is that things like dmt and dpt do that bring it to cosmic orgasm levels within us, it is still something that is not novel to your life, but only something revealed that your mind with every waking moment struggles against. realize that the one who is saying "i am uncomfortable with this" is the one who must die. you are not that. camera, zoom out.
that's actually a really interesting thought when it comes to things like disorders, if you look at it from a philosophical/romantic standpoint as opposed to a "strictly chemical problem" point of view. i see the general trend seems to be aimed at reinforcing that identity you mentioned and to listen to the "discomfort" more than anything else and call it "myself". i do think that creates a very serious disconnect and would never allow for absolute contentment, just a temporary "masking" which is very fragile. but that's not something i've realized, just something i might say.
i have been blown away from this experience wrt tryptamines in general. wtf are they? what is this smelly, organic powder i can eat or snort or smoke or shoot that makes my very being burst out of its shell and spill over into the entire universe? if god had appeared and offered me heaven during the peak, i would have told him to just hold that thought for a few more minutes.
So this is what I have beeen missing the past couple of months! Glad to see you had a good experience...
Ahhh yes that pure tryptamine love but crazy smell am I right? I have just recieved a small quantity of some 5 -meo-dalt. Although I haved heard orally it's pretty passive, I'm gonna try a smoking ROA - I've heard good things.
Makes sense. That must be why sub-breakthrough doses are so uncomfortable, because your ego hasn't fully died yet and its holding onto what it can.
Makes sense. That must be why sub-breakthrough doses are so uncomfortable, because your ego hasn't fully died yet and its holding onto what it can.
The ego never dies in this life or you die. The ego is the tonal. Lasts nite aya healed me completely during the experience and yet after coming down Im excatly the same as I was but yet Im not if I lose faith in what I saw. As you get older, continual ego loss and reintergration becomes a regular phenomenon. Medicine is only for the true devotees the rest are the reason they are illegal.
Satsang is the invitation to step into the fire of self-discovery. This fire will not burn you, it will burn only what you are not.
This is why low doses DPT suck. It's the exact same feeling you get, these substances are remarkably similar. man i wish i had a lifetime supply of DMT I would smoke every evening. when i get my own place, i will!
Haha thats what Terrance mckenna did, I heard that's what MIGHT have given him his brain tumour, which killed him.
I tell you, it is amazing how each time you partake in a journey, it leads you to a different place or setting. Regardless of where you are. So long as you are at peace with all the things around you DMT is a spectacular compound! Thankfully it is very easy to come by in a sense....