i was just talking about paranoia sometime today. and i do have it clinically. BUT that's not what this is all about. well today at school i spent all my lessons drawing a big picture/collage thing with one pen, no colour. its a huge picture of stars, rainbows, nature and general trippiness. when i finished it (having drawn through biology, chemistry & maths - i didn't waste my music lesson) i looked at it and it was staring at me. there were eyes all over. i panicked, and tried to get rid of it. i thought i had, but later on i was chilling outside in t'town centre, and it fell out of my pocket. it scared me even more so this time, the eyes looked even more penetrating, so i put it in my bag. i've not taken it out yet, nor has it magically appeared, but i'm scared witless of seeing it again. its not good. cos tommorow i'll open my bag and scream. i think this is something i could talk about with my shrink sometime......
Send it to me. I wanna see these eyes. And if it doesn't scare the hell outta me, I'll put it on me wall!
I think you should seek counseling. You seem to have many issues un resolved like your sexuality and such.
yeh burn if you are THAT scared of it... fire is pretty permanent and if comes back after burning then you may freak out (understandly)
and now i've lost the piece of paper...... so i'm now even more scared. its probably in this room facing me. i dunno where i last put it..... and jake.... what do you mean unresolved issues like sexuality and such?