numb Im having the biggest depression ever - the thing that i understand everything going on around me makes me understand that everything i see i hear i eat and do is pointless . nothing is interesting for me anymore, its depressing - dont want to do nothing because it makes you realize how pointless shit you are on this planet and how unreal this world built around you is . and thats why i was thinking if anyone would be interested in sending me some money so that i could escape from this disgusting life here and go live somewhere else and trip . Just start everything over and forget about the system and the reality.
There now that you got that understood,,,people think its a bad thing to look at it that way,,, but to have such low expectations of lfe and society,,, absolutely nothing can happen that will dissapoint you more than it already does.... .. i tend to call it seein life without the rose colored glasses.... so pull your head outta yer ass n get to living... it can only go up from here...
damn man i feel so sorry for you i'm sending over 1000 dollars so you can live in europe ok? feel better!
What is the point of life if there is the point of death? It is death that makes life not pointless. It is death that makes us reflect, that brings meaning. It is the wake-up call - not to kill yourself, because you will only return in rebirth, but to ask, "What do you want to do with your life?" Death is the great mirror, in which all of your life reflects in. What do you see in it?
aww there, there. i know what you mean. ive been there. still feel that way once in a while. but u have to be strong. u have to find something you like to do. (besides smoking..haha). you have to find a passion. you must have some hobbies? theres nothing worst that wasted talent. life is what you make of it. life is a gift. you can enjoy it, or take it for granted it and throw it away. you have to remeber what you have in life...and what you can do. you have to be thankful for everything you have. suicide is being selfish. the way i see it is, if you feel low and want to kill yourself...youre being selfish, because you can still help other people who are less fortunate than you are. and there are always people less fortannute than you. you dont like where you live? where do u live, anyways? i know how it is to HATE where you live.maybe u shud get a job(its something to dO!) and u cud save up money and you can go start a new life. u can ask for money, but i doubt anyone will give u any, and if they do, it wont be alot. unless u have like a rich giving, uncle goodluck.
Wtf, man? Why would you say something like that? That's NOT something you say to somebody who's in obvious pain. Don't be an ass. f4ck - Don't worry about what you posted.. You should be able to come here and feel supported. I personally understand what you're going through, and I'm sure that most of the people here have felt similarly at one point or another. You're not alone. Maybe you should see someone, man. It can't hurt.
hi. i've felt how you feel and it's a good place to be because if you stick with it, you'll come full circle, but a level higher up on the spiral. our society is stupid and pointless. but the world isn't. if nothing else, spend your time observing people and learning. there is so much to learn. just throw yourself into whatever you're interested in. if you think you understand the world, it should be entertaining enough just to go out and notice all the miracles taking place. you can't escape life. and why would you want to? it's so beautiful. plant a flower or something, and watch it grow. watch how it responds to care and attention. then come back and say life is dull and pointless.
i like yer hair! that is you, isnt it in the sig? also i dig the spice girls poster, i used 2 have that exact same one! spice girls rule!
ok ok ,, i spose ya kinda got me there, ,, everyone gets let down,, tis a normal thing,,, although when i am let down i cant blame others for that,,, its my own doing,, i have basically chosen it,,,,, for having false expectations, higher hopes or whatever....As much as i would like to blame another for it its not them,,, there behaviors , actions emotions etc,, may be a let down to me,, but to them its not and its there world too... ok, i also give you my view is a pretty radical view for alot of folks,,, but i refuse the victim role,, i refuse to blame shift,,, everyone is responsible for there feelings no one else is,,,, and so few people can truly see that n understand that,,,, perhaps if only a few more would see it that way alittle bit things in the world would be a bit better off... but then that would be setting expectationsnow wouldnt it... dont wanna have anyone feelin let down or depressed luv n lite
