I work, I eat, I sleep. I stay single. I don't break any laws or commit any crimes for over 5 years now. Come to think of it, I am probably the most productive i've ever been. Yet I still get harassed by Parole, told to be somewhere and they don't ever show up... Told I am in violation when I am not... Made to constantly feel like I am about to go back to prison... Sometimes it makes me feel a bit frayed. This is not a good way to live. I should have never got my self into this mess. Two strikes and 4 1/2 years in prison from one crime... yes I understand I robbed someone at an ATM and this was no good. Hell, id like to say it wasn't me but I did it... that's where 6 months of heroin use took me. That was my rock bottom. That was 6 years ago... well, I guess parole is part of doing the time... Anyways nothing like a short rant on the forums. Maybe this time next year ill be off Parole!
There's always up from the bottom, you'll be much happier a year from now I believe... Sorry about your troubles, life is filled with mistakes but we hope to learn from them. Happy to see you back on the site! Best wishes for a great new year...
