So my whole life I have known that I have a really small (1.3 soft and 4.0in hard) dick. I have shaved my cock, balls and ass ever since I was 15. I learned at a really young age that wearing panties really turned me on also that my tiny dick and balls fit much better In them. I also have always liked shoving things in my ass (dildo's, vibratory, fruits vegetables anything I could). On top of that I have always fantasized about sucking a cock or cock's. I have only had a couple experiences with my ex during mmf. Which was my suggestion In the first place. The little experiences I did have were really encouraging although I wasn't able to be as open as I would have liked to have been, I at least got to see whether or not I was as excited as I thought I would be. I really liked having a cock in my mouth and I loved getting fucked in my ass. I just can't figure out how to find a man who just wants to do me and not me and my wife. Anyone have any suggestions, thoughts on this?
Seems you might be looking in the wrong places, and the guys you’re attracting are doing it just to get with your wife. You either need to find a club or sex club with equal parts of clients to get what you’re looking for. They maybe you can befriend someone and get what you desire.
Go to sniffies, website to meet guys I met a guy I blew him then he fucked me. It can be hit or miss but good place to start
As long as you know guys who let you suck them and will fuck you with your wife in the pile why not invite him over when your wife is not at home? Maybe 'she's running late' and you can fill the time with him alone. Having your wife involved to meet more men makes it easier to get men in your bedroom and naked. I would just keep doing that because I love sharing my wife and I enjoy the horny men I meet that way. Some will be okay with a solo thing now and then. And your wife will know them from fucking them so not much to be upset about.
As for myself, I started to shave my own cock, balls and ass ever since I was in my pre-teens. I also have always enjoyed shoving things into my ass, dildos, vibratory, fruits, vegetables etc. anything I could. Like you, I learned at a really young age that I enjoyed wearing feminine panties and it was really turned, also that my tiny cock and balls fit so much better in them, rather than my tighty whites. It seem like I always was excited to look, at other boys young cocks. I wanted to see if my cock looked like other cocks. After a while I had decided to there was a lot of young girls to see, so I no longer liked young boy cocks. Once I finished high school, I was drafted in the U. S. Army. After discharge, I met a nice young woman, and we were married nine months later, then after almost 13 years, we had three kids, and then we divorced. The little experiences I did have were really not all that encouraging, although I was now able to live my life as I would like to live. Like you I was excited, and I just had to figure out how to find a man who just wants to enjoy sex with me better that my ex-wife. Now I really would like to have a nice hard cock in my mouth, and I would love getting bottomed. That is my suggestions and thoughts for your problem.
