i cant make up my mind, should i take my pills and stop myself from feeling blue? i will be relaxed tonight but it will cause panic and anxiety tomorow...
oh no, doesnt work like that, that is the same spiral that got me hooked on cigarettes, it is all you fault GK, i ran out of herb tonight and i am jealous
"Or try another med. This one might be creating more probs than it's solving..." another med? i dont think i need more drugs but yes it causes more problems then it solves...
done and done, i've searched, found, smoked and given up... any further sugestions on how to find more herb would be derogotory to myself...
"ahhh, I see. take the pills then, cuz the alcohol will only make it worse" yeah the alcohol does increase that sense of lonliness...
grrrr...... "Now the drugs don't work they just make you worse but I know I'll see your face again........but I know I'm on a losing streak as I pass down by your street.....and if you want a show just let me know and I'll sing in your ear again..... Now the drugs don't work they just make you worse but I know I'll see your face again....if you leave my life I'm better off dead......all this talk of getting older is getting me down my love...like a cat in a bag waitng to drown this time I'm coming up....Now the drugs don't work they just make things worse...but I know I'll see your face tonight...." Ben Harper...... Now don't say that you don't understand because you don't have to... its just what goes thru my mind when I think of those kinds of drugs...... I have had doctors tell me that I wouldn't be able to live a normal life until I was taking pills everyday... but fuck that noise I am not dependant on any drugs... not even my all beloved ganga....so I say fuck it don't take the drugs...oh and yes I do realize that I missed the question to be able to answer in time with when you needed it....sorry but hey you know I love ya.. so lets talk sometime
i would have locked this thread but i dont know how, the dilema has passed, it was a few nights ago...
