Why must i feel pain in places they dont belong? Why do i count the needles i shove inton my arm? Why would i love someone so far away? Why can't i tell myself i will live to see another day? I try to heal the pain, but i cant by myself. And i tell myself that the needles arent for myself. The distance between us is nothing to keep us apart. All of this pain, i realize, is coming from deep inside my heart.
