overall lack of sanity

i don't think like other people. i'm friendly. people understand me, though rarely. i have a hard time describing things other than nonspecifically. i don't care about anything. i have so much apathy and i like balance and i have too much apathy. i feel crazy right now. i just wanna go away.

 

weather changes moods

 

thats very true. in the winter i get, not depressed, just... different. without all the plants and green leaves and such i get cold and don't quite feel myself.

 

i emphasise with you here
summer is full of life and love and sunshine and happiness
winter is a more broody time

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKmd7hLD0fM"]C-Mob - Sanity - YouTube

 

Your mind is beautiful, your expressions mean nothing because reality is something. You fill life with metaphors to overcompensate for Its lack of understanding. Life cant keep up, You deny hate when feeling happy, u envelope hate to justify love and remorse.

Me...


I understand where your coming from. We should talk. Never have I met an individual coming from an angle of true beauty as I have.

Take your thoughts.
Multiply them
Do it again
What will you have?
Lack of sin.

Being crazy in the modern world is being sane, society just doesn't like individuality.

 

That is good that you don't think like other people. Why should you? Thats what I call interesting personality.

Maybe you just have seasonal depression? What about having some indoor plants?

 

I often find strength in hitting rock bottom...whenever I create a new bottom. find something or some way to bounce off it. make something.

 

I'm quite crazy.

I'm Fred Flintstone.

Yabba-Dabba-Doooo,,,

 

Fred, you still owe me these rocks I borrowed you last week...

 

who isn't crazy is what i say. embrace it and let it move you. the worst is to just sit and think with no regard to doing anything about the thoughts. unless the stillness is something you're looking for.

 

Sorry. I'll have to pay you later. It's our "granite" anniversary, and Wilma wants indoor plumbing installed. I had to hire some Neanderthals to dig the trench.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wC8y0HoopVE"]Mugatu crazy pills - YouTube

 

I am definitely not searching for stillness.but that is what ive found at this point. I am entirely too bored and the world is too big and I can do anything I please, i just have to do it.
I want to wander. I think I would be better suited to that life than this. im sure I will tire of it and find something new, as is life. Ive got some houseplants, ill miss them. That's about it. It's not like my friends feel that they need me around, and I feel similarly. I think if bad things happen to me while I am on the road, so be it. Whatever happens, happens, and if I get out of everything alive then I'm already past it and its all insignificant and irrelevant to anyone but me anyway, which makes everything so easy. I might travel and do a tour this summer learning to fire hoop.

 

The road takes its toll, you sound restless, nothing insane about that, quite a few of us experience this at one point or another in our lives and for various complicated reasons. But by all means, if you feel the need to wander, then wander, whatever may come of it, good or ill, you'll learn more about yourself, at least it's movement of some sort. Stagnation can really mess with ones mind.

 

Everyone on earth is fucking insane. You're 20? I think I was 23 or 24 when I realized this fact. People are crazy. All of us but some more than others. You sound like one of the more sane ones honestly. Just restless.

 

Wear your brightest colours! Always gets me out of the winter blues when I'm not blending in with the stony grey clouds.

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Idunnooo everyones got suuuch an opposite view on everything. I say I use logic and common sense but it seems no one does. I've known that for awhile but I am quite restless. Chicago is nice when I'm exploring it but when I come back to home center I get itchy to go out again. The Southside just isn't goin with my vibes but I've got such good friends they're like family sight

 

Yo. You there. Speak only for yourself! :sunny:

 

Actually, you do think like other people.