I've been dating this really great guy for over a month now. He pretty much lives with me (employment housing at a ski resort). We never talked about it...he kinda just...moved in. Ok, anyways, he's really sweet. makes me happy, makes me laugh. he's gorgeous...i love being with him. Ok, so last night, I went out with my girl, got really drunk..And out of nowhere, two random naked dudes are standing there. They were clearly drunk, laughing, just having a good time. So we followed them to the hot tub they were in, had a couple beers. We got in the hot tub, but i didn't touch anyone. I would never even think about it. And i know it sounds really bad, me in a hot tub with some naked dudes...but it was totally innocent. I would never even think about wanting anyone else but my boyfriend... so i got home soaking wet, told him what happened...and he totatlly flipped out. He was so mad. And i feel really bad for what i did...but i didn't do anything. And now he's not gonna trust me when i go out and drink. But i wish he would just know that i would never do him wrong, no matter what. I think i love him. why would i ruin that? i wish i could make him realize that.