yupp. i broke down and smoked ajoint today it was day 12 with no weed. i was chillin with d-mo, he lives down the street, one of the few guys i find erally attractive. not to mention he's an amazing beatboxer and freestyler, pretty much my idol. and sooo good looking. big stoner. my best friend used to see him, so i consider him off limits. we always chill and smoke joints and drop beats and shit. so today i was gonna call him to see if he could get me a run for me and my girl tonight. but he calls me first, wants to know if we can drive around today as he promised we would chill and not smoke joints since he knows i'm on a break. we get my run, then we gout to a scrap metal place so he can get rid of some shit since he's moving. after 20 mins of that, we begin to drive back towards our hood. only he stops over and lights a joint. "i'll just have a couple puffs" WRONG. i'm baked. pretty big joint. and lets just say i had more then a couple puffs. then we drove around and looked at pretty trees, then attempted to play frisbee, but it was just so fucking nice laying on the ground we did that instead. good times. now i got the muchies. at least i got the "go ahead" to burn the occasional one down last night. and i'm drinking and getting laid soon. and i'm just so happy to be stoned. i've been sitting here smiling for a good 20 minutes.
as well as she can when she has a man but we send messages over facebook like losers, and shes leaving now and calling me when she gets home. then we are having "day drinks" like the losers we are. haha.
Ouch. I don't wanna sound like ya mother, but please be careful. Anytime I have involved myself EMOTIONALLY with a girl that had a boyfriend as well, my heart was broken. But as long as you all are happy, that's all that matters.
baby, you're too young to be my mother. i know what i've gotten myself into, but we friends who fuck i tend to care too much about my friends as it is. i've driven myself crazy before over my best friend, who i wasn't in love with, but loved with all my heart. but the sex just brings it to a high level as it is.
it feels fuckin awesome., though i'm started to get burnt. whatever, i'm getting drunk in about an hour anyways
"okay .. well one isnt bad. love you too . im going home soon, ill call you when i get home <3 x" a message from about an hour ago on facebook
yupp. but i need some dinner (the grilled peanut butter didn't do it) peace y'all and happy fucking tokin
pretty much the same as a grilled cheese but with crunchy peanut butter drool so good, messy, but good
hahahahaha "i'll just take a couple of puffs." once you crack and spill those words, there's no turning back