stitched up like a good little puppet that i am people taking ahold of my life moving my arms, my mouth to what they want what they think is best for me they move my legs, to the point of life they want me to have and never think of what i actually want instead taking control of my life....take ahold of the strings attach to my body and make me do some kind of crazy dance for them to make them happy....instead of me always to do good in their eyes till the day...i finally had a mind of my own had enough of pleasing everyone else's whims had to take back my life had to take back my diginity and give myself happiness do what i want for a change instead of pleasing others yet people are mad at me... no audience coming for the shows no more money coming into the household and blame it all on me...for just wanting a life of my own to be a real girl...with a heart and mind and not be a puppet anymore dont want to put on shows for anyone dont want to make everyone else happy i want to be myself be ashley...not this puppet everyone thinks i am taking ahold of my life viewing the world newly breathing in the fresh air for once and know that i am satisifying myself and it feels so good... to be human and do what i want for a change and to always not let everyone to grow those strings back and take my life over.... to much heartache for that and no mind as well first steps to becoming this new ashley first steps to having a life of my own...no one to tell what is right and wrong
