Heya every one ! So people are always asking how you know if its true love or not well i think i discovered it today a very dear friend finaly came back into my life after being gone and breaking contact with me for over 5 months we started to talk again back and forth in pm and over the phone tho today he sent this to my email and it made me cry ive never been so happy (the post below) Hey hun.. hope your feeling better. Gah.. finding words to pull out of the air is always so hard. I owe you a great deal hun. Hopefully you understand what I am saying even if I stop making a whole lot of sense. I am a complex person in the most part.. given to extreme shift at times in myself. I have lived very differently from a normal person I would think in that I can control myself at times to the point of being a cold emotionless b*****d given only to adhering to logic to the point of cruelty. But somehow there was always something I felt was wrong. When we first stopped talking I felt hurt myself inside.. and it was a pain that after a time I learned to ignore until it was gone completely and forgotten.. now that we are talking again I can remember it so vividly and that is why I know that you are someone important to my life. When I am worried about you or waiting for you I can feel something akin to a void within myself.. a dull pain that I can only account to being that I miss you a great deal over the course of the day. I know there is no confusion to myself about what it is I feel. I have always been one who easily knows what it is I feel Hun. So I just wanted you to know hun.. that when I say I love you it is not out of reflex and it is not out of pity of any kind.. it is a true caring love for you that I know will never leave me. I love you hun, Darein The very same feeling of hurt and anger he talks up about i felt the same way when he severed contact with me until today i dident know he felt so strongly about me and i feel the exact same way about him i love you truely love him very much
It's good that you guys are starting contact again. I'm very happen, and I suppose jealous, for you. Have fun with him!
