I can't work out why but i have a thing for older guys, i'm 15 and would LOVE to meet and older man that i could just worship and would do anything they asked me to.. i'm not attracted to guys my age, they have to be 40+... anybody got any ideas why this is?
i kinda went through a phase like that. Not to say that what your feeling is a phase, but, it isn't real healthy/legal for a 15 year old and 40 year old to be having a relationship, especially a sexual one.
It's difficult to say why without knowing more about you and your history. You'll probably see that I'm 40+, but I am not volunteering to be the object of your worship. I'm looking for someone substantially closer to my own age. People in counseling might say it has something to do with your relationship with your father or other authority figures. Wait until you're of legal age, and I suspect you'll be wildly popular in certain circles. However, doing anything someone asks you to is pretty dangerous...not just in terms of health and safety, but your emotions.
