i think i was raped in my sleep. its not the first time its happend... when i was a bit younger i suspected being fingered and a few months ago i really felt something painful down there and well.. a few days ago i felt something large and painful being inserted... i was having a sex dream and later on in my dream i was scared i was pregnant.. and then i woke up and was relieved it was just a dream... but whenever i think about it, i feel pain down there. like im feeling now... i dont want to think about him doing this but...ive taken several pregnancy tests before.. arghhh.. i dont want to take another. i dont want to know. i feel sick and gross and violated and i feel this hatred... is it just a dream or is it real? when we dream about having sex could it be really happening? is all the pain just um... phsycological?