Yep, my parents finally gained conclusive proof of my hard drug use. I have no idea who, but someone forwarded them an email correspondence with my old (young) English teacher that is probably the single most incriminating document about me in the world, containing what now amounts to confessions of prolonged usage of every major recreational drug, and a few minor ones. a page long description of a 5-Me0-MIPT trip that compares all the aspects of the trip to other drugs that my english teacher may or may not have ingested. Oh and also that I've been selling pills for over a year, complete with rates and all. I have no idea how they got the emails - it wasn't my teacher, he's safe and that would have been quite self-destructive anyway, seeing as he replied by sending me the following article and asking if I could source any. This may be of interest to any stoners out there, although I am slightly skeptical. Nope it didn't work, I'll put it in a different thread. Anyway, I avoided the full brunt of my mum's wrath by being at my dad's in Toronto, who is a lot more drug tolerant, although still worried. Still, I'm not allowed to come home at the end of the summer if I continue to use hard drugs. I accepted I should cut down, but that held no truck with my mum, who wants to send me to counselling I think. Kind of nice to have it in the open now though, no more deceit. Maybe that word's a bit too strong. Anyway.
that really sucks, man. good luck to you. at least your parents didn't decide to call the cops on ya or anything, i know my mother would have.
Hey, stay in Toronto, dude. Canada has much more lenient drug policies than Britain, plus I think it's a much nicer country.. at least it doesn't have Brown in charge. EDIT: 5-meO-MIPT? Haven't come across that one. How does it compare to 5-MeO-DMT or 2C-i?
I may well stay here, at least for a while. But I've got no social insurance number, so I've just been shovelling earth into skips for days. Pays pretty well though, I'm basically getting $20 (a tenner) an hour for an odd job. Got a busking licence a couple of days ago as well, and that seems to be bringing the money in. In my humble opinion Moxy's better than 5-MeO-DMT and 2C-I, although I do have a penchant for 2C-B. I'll try to post up the email description of it. Definitely up there to be honest. One particular experience may well have been the most interesting trip I've ever had, although that doesn't mean the best. Still, I took 15mg, when erowid says 4-6mg is standard orally. And I've still got 15 mg left! I've been waiting to try to clear out my system a bit before the next trip, but everyone knows how boring waiting is - I just end up taking more drugs to pass the time.
hehe, nice one. My drug list is fairly extensive too.. although I only talk about specific details in real life with friends I'd trust with my life (besides I know a lot of their secrets as well :tongue: )
I don't blame your mum for being pissed. I remember my parents finding out a few things about me - the thing that upset them was I was risking my life for fuck all. If they had found me face down on the bathroom floor - should they have just said ''oh well - thats life I suppose''. Taking drugs is one of THE most irresponsible things a person can do. Take some counseling - you may need it. I think most if not all the drugs hollowayjay is taking are illegal in both countries.
I dont like drugs And i especially dont like te thought of selling drugs But your life man If i was your mum, id be very saddened/angered/confused, too...unless shes no better herself, obviously
I don't blame my mum for being pissed either, I'm just pissed that she's pissed. The reason I didn't tell her is because I didn't want her to worry. "Taking drugs i one of THE most irresponsible things a person can do" is a bit of a general comment, though i appreciate the intent. Lots of things are drugs, that change the way we feel and how we experience the world, and I am very interested in exploring these altered states, in what I deem a relatively safe way. In my mind the extent of the irresponsibility depends how one takes drugs, although obviously this is not a failsafe rule. Without wanting to sound pretentious, I have an acute awareness of my own body (at least I think it's acute - I have never been someone else so I don't know how you guys feel), and an understanding of its limitations that is integral to my drug use. I think that if I try to ensure that I use drugs to enhance rather than create a good time, I will stay pretty safe. Although I agree with you in practice regarding counselling - it is alway better to discuss things and be open - in practice I find they chat a lot of shit, and irritate me immensely. I also believe that I should be able to sort out my relatively minor problem, if it really is a problem, by myself. All parties except the Consevatives supported a bill legalising the possession of up to 30gs of weed - more than an oz, for personal use. Steve Harper's government (the cons) is in power, but it's pretty uncertain how long they'll hold on. Accordingly, the bill may well be passed on a further reading in the near future. How many parties here (England not Toronto) would have supported that bill? I obviously should have stuck to real life, raven, but I saw no chance of exposure - I know lots of my teacher's secrets, and it's unlikely he would have forwarded the correspondence given that in it he emails me asking where he can find a new drug called 5 star general that's recently been synthesised. I appreciate your opinion verseau, but I think "unless she's no better herself " is quite offensive, both in terms of the implications it holds for your view of me, and of my mother. As I stated in the opening post, she is very angry, and it doesn't take a genius to see that she is probably upset too, and confused, so why did you feel the need to question her character like that, with no prior knowledge? The fact that you ignored what I said suggests to me that you have decided not to trust me because I take drugs. This is an utterly false inference that is spurious, and happens to be misplaced. Confusing illegality with immorality is commonplace, but I always hope that people on these forums will turn out more enlightened, or even just tolerant.
Too true man.. many, many counsellors will just do the "drugs are bad m'kay?" shtick that just pisses me off. It's my body and my mind.. what I do to them is none of anyone's business.
She may well just be very scared mate, it can often express itself with anger. If her opions on class A drugs are informed by anti-drug advertising I imagine fear for your safety will be a big part of her concern.
It's true, and I didn't mean to rant, it just gets me down. I went to a fascistic, authoritarian, class-biased school where I got a lot of that, and having just escaped that, I felt (unrealistically) like I deserved some respite.
