I feel like feet drive me crazy. I think about them everyday. heres a summary of my life up until now: 1) I never liked being barefoot in front of anyone, even family 2) at some point in my teens, I realised I had a foot fetish 3) I am in my 30s now, and my obsession with feet has increased 4) I enjoy the sensation of being barefoot outdoors, especially the thrill of being seen barefoot 5) my wife is always barefoot in the usual places, indoors etc, I have never told a single person about my obsession I don't know if the foot fetish drove me to enjoy the feel of being barefoot outdoors, and the thrill of being seen, or if the fact I was always foot shy led my mind to link eroticism to feet the most I have ever done with this excitement was go to a reflexologist, it was an amazing feeling to have my feet touched (my wife hates touching feet) and I went to a temple barefoot, that was exhilarating too I have searched high and low for similar experiences, answers, and I just don't know what im looking for any more, or how to deal with it... I feel so alone, and it drives me crazy thinking about feet at least once a day its crazy because I went to the park today, half the people were walking barefoot, like its normal, I feel like if I do it, its considered weird. I rarely get any time alone to pursue such activities, as I have 2 kids I remember 5 years ago, I drove to another city, went to a park, sat by the canal, dipped by barefeet in the water. then I walked around the park in wet barefeet, it was so exciting, especially when people would stare at me, that I got excited down there. I need help.