Not gay but...

I'm not gay but just recently I had two guy friends over and were pretty smashed that night and in the morning I woke up to find us all nude sleeping on the floor, and one of my buddies with morning wood himself was sleeping with the side of his face pressing against, and on top of my morning wood. I only remember suggesting we get naked since I like to bare it, and that's all I remember. I had never been nude with these guys before this, and none of us could seem to remember, or admit they remembered the evening, but it did feel very erotic to have his face on my erection that morning, and just laying naked with these naked guys. I just stayed there awake until he woke up, and I was enjoying it, and enjoying peeking at him when he woke up to find his face where it was. He scuttled right away from it. lol

 

sounds like ur bi

 

sounds pretty hot. If you enjoyed it, then more than likely you are bisexual.

 

You think so? I know I will always for sure prefer a woman, but it would seem fun to play around at least once with another male. Can't stop thinking about his face on it.

 

It seems to be one of those things that u never speek of again.

 

Yes, that is exactly what we seem to be doing. After we all were awake we started getting on our clothes which were all over the place one thing at a time, and we really didn't want to answer each other about what went on. It was embarrassing (but secretly fun for me anyways) to be hunting and trading clothes as we picked them all up to get dressed in the nude and still having enough excitement to keep erections fueled. We all laughed about it being "morning wood", which it was at first, but each of us had gone soft and got hard again throughout that time after we were awake. So it seems it we were aroused by the situation.

 

I don't know if it means you're bi. Most straight people have some homoerotic tendencies.

Your friend, on the other hand...

 

Well, I kind of just figured he ended up there in his sleep, and moved after he woke up and realized where he was, but you got me thinking, wondering if did do it on purpose and was doing anything when knocked out there maybe. lol

 

see these are the times when a video camera is very helpful.. lol
you might be bi, you might not be.. best way to find out is to experiance it and see if you liked it or not..

 

I agree. I have to think from what I was feeling that I enjoyed it so far very much, and want to do more. Are you bi? Was it difficult to bring yourself to actually try it the first time?

BTW, you are very attractive.

 

me??

if so then.. yes I am bi.... but no not really, it wasn't hard at all.. I was nervous but very excited.. I had many fantasies about being with another girl.. and my first was a freak... so it was amazing!!

 

that is the absolute coolest thing I have ever heard/will dream about

 

Yes you.

Thank you for sharing your feeling. It helps.

 

I'm here to help...

 

I emailed my one friend who was sleeping on me yesterday and asked him he knew where was he was sleeping one point during the night (even though I knew he knew). I told him how I woke up and saw him there, but just left him lay there because it felt different to have a guy doing that, and he emailed me today, and said he figured that I knew. He said he was glad to find out if I actually did know instead of wondering about it forever. He said he was so drunk that he didn't realize that he was on me, and thought it was his girlfriend's body, and that anything he did, he didn't realize it.

 

do you believe him??

are you alittle dissapointed that he wasn't like "I knew what i was doing and liked it" ??

 

I was a little disapointed, because I was trying to feel him out about it, but I was happy that he was not disgusted by it and was talking about it. I didn't know actually whether to belive im or not. I mean it went through my mind that he did more than he is telling me, so I emailed him back a short while ago asking what he did. He got right bck to me too, and he said, since I probably already know this (and I didn't), that he was snuggling against me, and that he was humping my leg. He said he woke up hard (which I did see and knew), and felt weird having his face there, and realizing it was me and he wasn't at home. He said he probably felt what I felt, that it was a different feeling for him. He said he hopes I don't think he was being gay or anything.

So he seems more open than I imagined he would be about this. I am also very surprised he admitted those things, but I think that he thought I already knew, and he wanted to clear the air.

 

well that's very cool of him to talk to you like that... do you feel alittle better about everything?

 

Yes, it was cool of him to talk so openly. I didn't expect that. I feel good about it, and even more interested to persue these feelings. Do you think he is open to maybe try anything with me if I ease into the discussion with him?

 

I don't know.. it didn't really sound like it to me but who knows he might just be really scared to explore those ideas... most guys think if they have those thoughts it means they are gay.. and it doesn't at all.. it's perfectly natural to want to explore your sexuality..
maybe you'll find someone on here.. there are lots of bi/gay guys on here...