glad i don't feel like i need to be cared about. as an infant i was insecure, but before i started kindergarten i kind of got mostly over it. i think by the time i was 30 or 40 i had gotten over it entirely. i still like affection. it just doesn't define my life though. and guess what, the universe doesn't give a shit about our species or our planet which means its up to us to not fuck everything up for ourselves. it doesn't mean anything is out to get us either. it would have to shive a git to do that either. so there's a lot to be thankful for that it doesn't.
My Wife just cares for me. Aside from her I must admit that I have become more and more very cynical about so called friends and people in general. I wish I had a fiver for every time I have been stabbed in the back. I would have quite a lot of money in the bank now. Most people just care for themselves, and when push comes to shove it is fuck you Jack. I’m alright!
I think people care about me. They're just not wildly obsessive over me like I'd like them to be. I deserve to be treated like a king. My phone should be ringing off the hook, and girls should chase me down the street like I'm one of the Beatles, screaming and fainting.
