i guess im the first to return to reality to write a report about new years on a day like today, 2 days after such event. i guess for me, it was good. halved a bottle of absinth with a friend. scored 50 ritalin for $30 AU...very happy about that one. basically the night entailed some drinking, siting round a round table snorting ritalin and smoking weed. actually had a lot of fun. took 8 ritalin today, though man they suck compared to when youve done ice. i loved them so much more before. just another reason why YOU shouldnt try ice. oh man i wish we could share our percepual experiences. how was yours
you see the connection of nothing that makes all sense. sense? sense can be made...through inner mind to discover everything, the meaning of life, to see experience the most amazing part of conscious life, is imaginaton, thought, and being you. you are you. me, im me, and thats all i see. the questionds are endless, the possibilites are incomprehensible, so take your mind to the other side, of thought and imagination of reality, space, focus. we need some answers , but the truth isnt allways the best. the truth is best and most often not knoew, but bullshit is created to cover the truth to protect our intelligent brains from depression, from insanity, whats bullshit? GOD is! once youve seen the truth theres no goin back. there is no god, iv explored consciously the dreaming connections of reality and seen things in such depth, seen things our brains arent reaady for. shit.
I went to a Disco Biscuits show. I had molly that was really K. Made me a little mad, but whateva. Had a few drinks. Was quite tipsy at the show. Left at 5AM went to a house shindig and scored real molly. I haven't slept yet. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Molly that was K?? I woulda rather had the K I went to a show in ATL and ate about 2.0 grams of Thai Cubensis, drank champagne and smoked some good herb. It ended up being the best NYE of my life!!
Oh dear. You actually pay for legal medication that controls ADHD?! Take a shitload, and I mean hammer them. Tuck well into your 50 and push yourself to the limit.. and then some. Just go crackers, and keep smoking weed through it too.. Then wait for that ultra-buzz to wear off. JESUS Christ rather you than me. ..Don't you ever feel dirty and mentally fucked up the days following a Ritalin buzz?
maybe somhow and in someway its even worse than an ice comdown... and it makes you really nervous and shitty and weird for daayys... ice does that but surprisingly in a better way. maybe iv just forgotten .
