Hello everyone, I'm Shelby new here and ready to check out all the cool and different topics and ideas you all may have maybe even able to figure out somethings about myself I've never told anyone and kept inside not exposing things to someone close or knows me so that's why I'm here.
So that definitely sounded very stupid and confusing I guess not sure how to just throw myself out into line of fire spilling my guts of how bad I've been and done behind the backs of family and close friends and just never have been caught or exposed of deep hidden secret's I can never tell them. So, it's going to come out bad no other way and it's all on me. when I was in my preteen, I developed habit enjoying attention by putting myself into around older boys or men that worked on our family farm, ill figure out how to explain it more in next post