So check it out. I’m a moderately experienced user when it comes to shrooms or acid. I went to the beach a couple weeks ago, where me and my friend took 4 tabs each. At some point I stopped to stare at the sky. It was a visual meditation. Watching the sky breathe and move across the horizon. Fucking beautiful, but here’s where it gets weird. After maybe 30 minutes all of the sudden these lights in the air pop out. Swirling all around me like small fireflies. I could change my focus to view them directly in front of me or look at the particles 10 or twenty feet away. Instead of seeing empty air, the air was filled with what looks like Neon Dust. Even stranger, the next week when I was not tripping I tried meditating the same way on the sky. After relaxing my mind the lights re-appeared. When I was not tripping! Now whenever I meditating upon a well-lit scene I can see what looks like the dust in the air. Even indoors, though looking at the open sky during the day is the best. Anyone else ever experience this?! Has my consciousness really improved to allow me to see something extraordinary, or am I just going crazy?
i see that shit some times i like to think there bugs crawling around on my eye balls tho neon dust sounds better, all the same enjoy ur exparances
You very powerfully experienced a very positive and deep samadhi where as described in texts one sees fireflys or tigle, bindu, color, and fog, lights and so on, and that is very beautiful. Now that you have become forced open to what most consider the divine you must come to understand it for full wisdom so for you my friend there is only one solution and you must come to understand Dzogchen Togel vision and what it represents. Take your time with this study and become attached to no groups claiming to own it. The best teachers will ascertain your self autonomy and freedom and they will be a gift to your peace of mind. These teachings understood ultimately as untought bring great freedom. You have looked to the bottom of your mind and found it is not what people call empty, but merely empty of what can be imputed about it. Very good Buddha, now where do you go from here?
What it sounds like you're describing is actually known as the blue field entoptic phenomenon. Almost everyone should experience this. It's just that most people don't spend a minute or more staring at the sky. lol The first time I experienced this, I too thought it was drug induced. Like I was seeing part of reality that I'm not able to perceive in a sober mind-state. Not quite.
man im goig to google that one, i often watch the clouds float buy, or starrs glleemmiinng at night not yeat to epxperance blue field entoptic phenomenon, lets see if i can get it to work in the neare fruture, peace
They are either the light of creation, or they are your brain advancing so high as to physically see the photons of light hitting your eye. You decide, eastern or western, esoteric or scientific
blue field entoptic phenomenon... so that's what that's called. I get that. I also get snow vision. :/