I feel pretty upset considering last night I got to blaze a nice amount with some close friends, but the whole experience had a very very negative vibe about it. My friends were acting drugged out and crazy and I wasnt comfortable, and when I tried to reach out and helped them they couldn't even think logically enough to understand what I was saying. I had the most introspective high I have ever had and I just sat there lost in thought, not even interested in any conversation. I'm worried that this means I'm either burning out, my friends are burning out, or something is happening. Could this also just be a side effect from smoking less than decent bud? I want to continue toking but not for the sake of experiences like this. I felt completely in control and fine, I was just thinking deep insightful thoughts about my friends and how bad some things about them had become. EDIT: and the high I had I couldn't find any force in myself to enjoy anything, I was lost in such deep intellectual thought I couldn't even enjoy the experience of being high like normal, I just took it for granted and just got lost in my thoughts about anything and everything. Also, I was concerned for my friend because he has a good case of ADHD, but won't talk about it, and when he's high I see his ADHD just multiply and get so much worse, and I try to calm him down but he usually will end up doing something manic like trying to fight me or something, and I see this behavior (which was controlled before the chronic smoking) sort of carry over to his normal sober behavior. So I don't know where to go from here.
thats happened to m a few times.depended on the weed i got and who i got it from.its actually the high i like.just sitting there being stupid,i love it.
yea but everyone around me was acting very very loud hyper and crazy, and I was completely silent but utterly lost in thought... it had a very bad vibe about it though, and I really took "being high" for granted, I didn't enjoy the night at all.
it sounds like you are hanging out with noobs and dumbasses (or teenagers) who can't handle their high. there is no excuse to act like a total dumbass just because you're high. they are trying to get attention and you were picking up on their desperation. find new friends who can handle dank.
well it depends, we either all have money and chip in for good tree, or have to resolve for getting lesser quality. They all say theres no difference, but for me, I can see and feel it completley. I've known them for a while so its wierd, but they really cant handle their shit and its getting worse. Like I know people I can smoke and chill with and be fine, but these kids are just CRAZY and it definetely stems from their medical histories, drug usage, and in general, the dumb things that they do.
its thier brain chemistry.find new friends.gotta have friends like you when you smoke in order to enjoy it
yea i was thinking it might have more to do with the people you were with, rather than the weed high. but pot can do some weird things to you.
i agree with the others, it's probably more about the people you were with. not to judge them, it's just that they're different. also i think if it's your nature to be observant of others and analytical, and perhaps even "caretaking" in your personality, then this may be amplified when you smoke. looking out for others and observing isn't a bad thing, but depending on how intense it is for you i do see how it can interfere with a more relaxed, positive high.
lately everything feels fake to me when i smoke. even the act of me smoking seems fake. it wasn't too bad tonight, but i'm not completely writing it off... i've been feeling such things for around 3 months :S
well im considering taking a break, or not smoking with some of these people again. They have their issues and its too late for me to make any difference. Lol as it turns out my friend dropped acid when I was with him at Wawa yesterday when I wasnt looking
after the first time i did E, it never happened. after the second time i did E, it happened WHEN i was rolling (after i smoked) but that was it after the third time i did E, it was extremely noticeable when i was rolling after i smoked and it's bee like that ever since i haven't done E in about 2 months. hopefully breaking that streak wednesday, and perhaps i'll have a really really nice roll and it'll bring me out of it
