Every waking moment, with thoughts of you - knowing we can't be together. I don't think ever in my life have I ever wanted someone so much as much as I want you. Your hands, your big brown mysterious eyes that used to get so big and wide almost undressing me every time. Every day gets harder. My need and hunger grow stronger. If only I was good enough for you. If only you could see me the way I see you. One day I will find the man that can love me the way I deserved to be loved. Until then, my love goes on painfully and unrequited.
